Fifteen years is a long time. What companies of trite reflections crowd
the mind as it looks back across the marshes and the fens, and the
highlands and the lowlands, and the weary desert places, to some point
that catches the eye in the middle distance! We stood there once.
Perhaps we go back in memory--all the way back--to that little town and
spire in the green country, and pray once again in the cool
vision-haunted church, and peer up once again at the window in the
narrow street where Love lived and looked out, where patience and
affection dwell together now. They were always friends, those two.
Or perhaps we look back to a parting of the ways which did not seem to
be a parting at the time, and recall a "Good-bye" that was lightly
uttered because it was only thought to be _Au revoir_. We see now, from
where we stand, the point where the paths diverged.
Fifteen years!
They have not passed very smoothly over the head of Colonel Tempest.
Whenever he looked back across the breezy uplands of his well-spent
life, his eye avoided and yet was inevitably attracted with a loathing
allurement to one dark spot in the middle distance, where----
Fifteen years ago or yesterday was it?
The old nightmare, with the shuddering horror of yesterday mingled with
the heavy pressure of years, might come back at any moment--was always
coming back.
That sultry night in June!
Everything was disjointed and fragmentary in his memory the morning
after it; he could not see the whole. He had a confused recollection of
an intense passionate hatred that was like a physical pain, and of
Swayne's voice saying, "What's a little boy?" And then there were slips
of paper. Swayne said a bet was a bet. He, Colonel Tempest, had had
something to do with those slips of paper--_What?_--One had fallen on
the floor, and Swayne had blotted it carefully. There was Swayne's voice
again, "Your handwriting ain't up to much, Colonel." He had written
something then. What was it? His own name? Memory failed. Who was that
devil in the room, with Swayne's face and blurred watch-chain--two
watch-chains--and the thick busy hands? And then it was night, and he
was in the streets again in the hot darkness, among the blinking lamps
and stars that looked like eyes, and Swayne was seeing him home. And
there was a horror over everything; horror leant over him at night,
horror woke him in the morning and pursued him throughout the day, and
the next day, and the next. What had he done? He tried to piece together
the broken fragments that his groping memory could glean; but nothing
came of it--at least, nothing he could believe. But Swayne knew. On the
third day he could bear it no longer, and he went to find him; but
Swayne had disappeared. Colonel Tempest went up to his chambers on the
pretence of a letter--of something; he knew not what. They were swept
and garnished in readiness for new arrivals, for if one choice spirit
disappears, a good landlady knows what to expect.
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