"He has given granny the sketch of me," said Di. "He is a nice man, but
after the first few days he hardly spoke to me, which I consider a bad
sign in any one. It shows a want of discernment; don't you think so?
Alas! we are going away this afternoon. I wish, John, you would try and
look a little more moved at the prospect of losing us. It would be
gratifying to think of you creeping on all-fours under a sofa after our
departure, dissolved in tears."
John winced, but the reflections of the night before had led to certain
conclusions, and he answered lightly--that is, lightly for him, for he
had not an airy manner at the best of times--
"I am afraid I could not rise to tears. Would a shriek from the
battlements do?"
"I should prefer tears," said Di, who was in a foolish mood this
morning, in which high spirits take the form of nonsense, looking at
her cousin, whose sedate and rather impenetrable face stirred the latent
mischief in her. "Not idle tears, John, that 'I know not what they
mean,' you know, but large solemn drops, full man's size, sixty to a
teaspoonful. That's the measure by granny's medicine-glass."
She looked very provoking as she stood poising herself on her slender
feet on the low edge of the hearthstone, with one hand holding the stone
paw of the ragged old Tempest lion carved on the chimney-piece. John
looked at her with amused irritation, and wished--there is a practical
form of repartee eminently satisfactory to the masculine mind which an
absurd conventionality forbids--wished, but what is the good of wishing?
"I must go and pack," said Di, with a sigh; "and see how granny is
getting on. She is generally down before this. You won't go and get
lost, will you, and only turn up at luncheon?"
"I will be about," said John. "If I am not in the library, look for me
under the drawing-room sofa."
Di laughed, and went lightly away across the grey and white stone flags.
There was a lamentable discrepancy between his feelings and hers which
outraged John's sense of proportion. He went into the study and sat down
there, staring at the shelves of embodied thought and speculation and
aspiration with which at one time he had been content to live, which,
now that he had begun to live, seemed entirely beside the mark.
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