"Oh, John!" she said. "Is it really you? I was afraid we should not see
you before we left town. But you ought not to stand." (John's complexion
was passing from white to ashen grey, to pale green.) "Sit down." She
held both his passive hands in hers. She would not for worlds have let
him see that she thought he was going to faint. "This is a nice chair by
the window," drawing him gently to it. "I was just admiring your lilies.
You will let me ring for a cup of tea, I know. I am so thirsty." It was
done in a moment, and she was back again beside him, only a voice now, a
voice among the lilies, which appeared and disappeared at intervals. One
tall furled lily head came and went with astonishing celerity, and the
voice spoke gently and cheerfully from time to time. It was like a
wonderful dream in a golden dusk. And then there was a little clink and
clatter, and a cup of tea suddenly appeared close to him out of the
darkness; and there was Di's voice again, and a momentary glimpse of
Di's earnest eyes, which did not match her tranquil unconcerned voice.
He drank the tea mechanically without troubling to hold the cup, which
seemed to take the initiative with a precision and an independence of
support, which would have surprised him at any other time. The tea, what
little there was of it, was the nastiest he had ever tasted. It might
have been made in a brandy bottle. But it certainly cleared the air.
Gradually the room came back. The light came back. He came back himself.
It was all hardly credible. There was Di sitting opposite him, evidently
quite unaware that he had been momentarily overcome, and assiduously
engaged in pouring out another cup of tea. She had taken off her gloves,
and he watched her cool slender hands give herself a lump of sugar.
(Only one _small_ lump, John observed. He must remember that.) Then she
filled up the teapot from the little gurgling silver kettle. What
forethought. Wonderful! and yet all apparently so natural. She seemed to
do it as a matter of course. He ought to be helping her, but somehow he
was not. Would she take bread and butter, or one of those little round
things? She took a piece of bread and butter. Perhaps it would be as
well to listen to what she was saying. He lost the first part of the
sentence because she began to stir her tea at the moment, and he could
not attend to two things at once. But presently he heard her say--
"Mrs. Courtenay thinks young people ought not to mind missing tea
altogether. But I do mind; don't you? I think it is the pleasantest meal
in the day."
John cautiously assented that it was. He felt that he must be very
careful, or a slight dizziness which was now rapidly passing off might
be noticed.
Di went on talking unconcernedly, bending her burnished golden head in
its little white bonnet over the teacups. She seemed to take a great
interest in the tea-things, and the date of the apostle spoons.
Presently she looked at him again, and a relieved smile came into her
face.
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