"I've been a Christian all my life, but this war is a bit too serious."
So saying, a certain New Army recruit had folded up his religion in
1914, and put it away, as it were, in a drawer with his other civil
attire to wait until public affairs should again permit of their use. He
had said it quite simply. A typical working-class Englishman, literal,
serious, and straight, he had not got one loop of subtlety or one
vibration of irony in his whole mind. Like most of his kind he had, as a
rule, left church-going to others. Like most of them, too, he had read
the Gospels and found that whatever Christ had said mattered enormously:
it built itself into the mind; when any big choice had to be made it was
at least a part of that which decided. Not having ever been taught how
to dodge an awkward home-thrust at his conscience, he felt, all
unblunted, the point of what Christ had said about such things as wealth
and war and loving one's enemies. Getting rich made you bad; fighting
was evil--better submit than resist. There was no getting over such
doctrine, nor round it: why try?
Ever since those disconcerting bombs were originally thrown courageous
divines and laymen have been rushing in to pick them up and throw them
away, combining as well as they could an air of respect for the thrower
with tender care for the mental ease of congregations occupied generally
in making money and occasionally in making war. Yet there they lie,
miraculously permanent and disturbing, as if just thrown. Now and then
one will go off, with seismic results, in the mind of some St. Francis
or Tolstoy. And yet it remains where it was, like the plucked Golden
Bough: _uno avulso, non deficit alter_, ready as ever to work on a
guileless mind like our friend's.
But this war had to be won; that was flat. It was like putting out
houses on fire, or not letting children be killed; it did not even need
to be proved; that we had got to win was now the one quite certain thing
left in a world of shaken certainties. Any religion or anything else
that seemed to chill, or deter, or suggest an alternative need not be
wholly renounced. But it had to be put away in a drawer. After the war,
when that dangerous precept about the left cheek could no longer do
serious harm, it might come out again; our friend would see what could
be done. For he was a man more strongly disposed than most of his
fellows to hold, if he honestly could, the tenets of some formal
religion. "They got hold o' something," he used to say, with curiosity
and some respect, of more regular practitioners than himself. "Look at
the Salvation Army legging along in the mud and their eyes fair shining
with happiness! Aye, they got on to _something_." He would investigate,
when the time came.
IV
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