British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
Urged by a hope born of her despair, she rose quickly and went to his
door. She heard him move; there was a sound of papers being turned
over, the clatter of keys, a short sigh of satisfaction, and then slow
steps approaching from the other side. Her hand, raised in the act of
knocking, fell paralysed. The next instant she was back at her table
writing—what and to whom she never knew. But she was laughing to
herself—that piteous heart-rending laughter of those who find in
themselves the butt for the bitterest mockery. He had been working.
Not for an instant had he been thrown out of his course by the storm
which was threatening her with total shipwreck. He had gone on with his
plans, his maps, his calculations as though nothing had happened, as
though she were no more than an episode in his life. He did not care
for her suffering—or what was worse, he did not know, so complete was
the severance of their union.
A year ago! It might have been ten years, ten ages. The moment when he
had held her in his arms for the first time might have been a dream and
this the reality, grim, cold, and intolerable. She heard the key turn
in the lock, the crack of the door as it opened. She heard Wolff’s
heavy step on the parquette, and then once more the closing of the door
and the noise of the key twice turned and withdrawn. Then silence. She
went on writing—words that had no meaning. Her pulses were at the
gallop with suspense, fear, and an emotion which she did not stop to
analyse. They had not met since the night before. What would he say to
her—or she to him?
"How cold it is!" he said quietly. "The fire has gone out. You must be
freezing!"
She did not lift her head for a moment, so startled was she by the
perfect equanimity of his words and tone. And yet it was what she might
have expected. It was all in perfect harmony with his whole character,
with his whole conduct. He had seen the last link between them break
and had gone back to his room and worked steadily throughout the night,
and now he came and talked to her—about the fire!
"Johann is out," he went on, "but I dare say I can manage."
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