British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
She turned then, and looked at him. He was kneeling by the stove trying
to rekindle the dying embers with some sticks he had found in the
coal-scuttle. He had changed his clothes for his full uniform, and the
helmet with the plume lay at his side on the floor, together with the
sword and white kid gloves. A bitter, sarcastic smile relaxed Nora’s
set lips. She wondered that it had never struck her before how prosaic,
almost plebeian he was. The splendid clothes had, after all, only been
the gilt covering to a piece of machinery working in blind accordance
with thousands of others in its one great task—a dull, brute thing, for
whom the finer emotions were a sealed book. She saw him in a new light
as he knelt there, his shadow thrown up against the wall by the
rekindling fire. She felt as though he were a total stranger against
whom she felt an increasing antagonism.
Presently he rose, dusting his hands on his handkerchief.
"I think it will do now," he said. "Do you want the light? You can’t
possibly see."
"I would rather be as I am," she answered coldly.
She covered her face with her hand and appeared to forget his presence.
But in a rapid, inexplicable revulsion of feeling, the first fear and
suspense returned, and though she did not see him she followed his every
movement, her ears translating every sound with the precision of a
second-sight. She heard him pick up sword and helmet, then the soft,
familiar click of his spurs as he crossed the room to the farther door.
Then the sound stopped, and she knew that he was looking at her. The
silence seemed to last an eternity. It suffocated her; she felt that if
it lasted another instant she must scream out, so frightful was the
strain, and yet, when as though obeying an irresistible behest he came
back upon his steps and put his hand upon her shoulder, she prayed for
that silence to come back, anything rather than that he should speak to
her.
"_Gott segne dich und behüte dich, meine Frau!_" he said, and bent and
kissed her hand.
That was all. The next minute the loud clang of the outer door told her
that he had gone.
For a long time she sat as though paralysed, listening to the words as
they echoed through her memory. He had spoken in German—as he never did
save in moments of deep feeling—and there had been something in his
voice which she had never heard before. She sprang to her feet. The
earlier lassitude and indifference were over, she felt as though every
nerve in her body had been drawn taut by some nameless, indefinable
fear.
"Wolff!" she cried. "Wolff!"
She knew that he was out of hearing. She knew that if he stood before
her in that moment she would turn from him with the same coldness, the
same anger. Yet she called for him despairingly, and when she put her
hand to her face she found that it was wet with tears.
"Wolff!" she repeated. "Wolff!"
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