British -- Germany -- Fiction; Families -- Fiction; Husband and wife -- Fiction
The answering silence appalled her. She ran out into the passage to
Miles’s door and knocked urgently. She did not know what she wanted of
him. She only knew that she could not bear to be alone.
After what seemed a moment’s hesitation the bolt was drawn, and Miles’s
flushed face appeared in the aperture. He looked curiously relieved
when he saw who his visitor was.
"What is it?" he demanded curtly. "I am busy packing."
His tone gave her back her self-possession—or the appearance of
self-possession.
"I only wanted to know if you were at home," she said. "I—am going out
for a little."
The idea had come to her as she spoke. The confusion and noise of the
streets seemed to offer to her the sole antidote for the feverish
restlessness which had come over her.
Miles nodded.
"All right. Where—where is Wolff?"
The light was behind him, and she could not see his face. Nevertheless
she felt that the expression in his eyes was tense, excited, that he was
studying her as though on her answer depended more than she guessed.
"He has just gone out."
"Thanks. How long will you be?"
"I don’t know. I am only going to get fresh air."
"You might go towards the Kriegsministerium," Miles suggested
carelessly. "You might hear if there is any answer come from home. War
may be declared at any minute."
Nora made no answer. His words had set her heart beating with pain, and
the pain increased as five minutes later she found herself being swept
along in the stream of the crowd. Everything was very quiet. It seemed
to her that not one of those with whom she was borne forward spoke. A
silence, ominous as the hush before the storm, weighed upon all, and
only the faces coming and going out of the circles of lamp-light
revealed the forces of passion which were awaiting the hour when they
should be set free. After the first moment, Nora ceased to notice all
this. She was winged with a panting, rapidly increasing anxiety which
obliterated everything—even to her own personality. She forgot Wolff,
she forgot herself and the conflict before her; she had become an atom
in one mighty community with whose existence her own was irrevocably
bound. She was no longer Wolff’s wife, she was not even Nora Ingestre;
she was English, and, as though from far away a voice called her by some
all-powerful incantation, she forced her way forward. War! Her heart
exulted. War! Her excited imagination transported her to the centre of
another and a greater city; she felt closed in on every side by a people
whose blood was hers; she heard their voices, a magic stream of sympathy
poured from them to her; she heard the tramp of a thousand feet, the
clash of martial music, the roar of cheering, and in the brilliant light
bayonets flashed like a moving ribbon of silver. War! And if War—why
then, Victory, her country’s final, grandest triumph!
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