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The dream vanished—nay, became a reality with another meaning, which for
a moment she could not comprehend. The crowd about her swayed,
hesitated, and eddied like a stream that has been checked by some
unexpected force. A low murmur rose like the first breath of the
hurricane.
"What is it?" Nora asked. "What has happened?"
She forgot where she was. She spoke in English, and the man next her
answered as though he understood, as though he had not even noticed that
she had addressed him in a foreign language. His young face was crimson
with exultation.
"They say there is to be war!" he answered hoarsely. "They say there is
to be war!"
And then she understood, then the reality of it bore down upon her with
the crushing weight of a horrible revelation. She tried to force a
passage for herself out of this crowd of enemies, but like a straw in
the swirl of a whirlpool she was swept back. And in that moment of
helplessness the hatred which had lain smouldering burst into full flame
in Nora’s heart. Reckless and defiant, she fought against the seething
mass of humanity, and for her the struggle was a real thing. She pitted
herself against them all; alone amongst those thousands, she felt
herself indued with superhuman strength and courage. In her exultation
she could have cried aloud: "You fools, you poor fools, who dare to rise
against US—US, the elect of God among the nations!"
It was a moment prescient of victory, unshadowed by a single doubt or
fear. A moment! Then the murmur burst into a great shout, the crowd
broke asunder, and to the rattle of drums, the shrill voice of the
pipes, a regiment of Infantry passed through, the thunder of their march
sounding like some mighty accompaniment to the high notes of the warlike
music. No confusion, no hurry, the officers at the head of their
companies, grave, resolute, filled with the consciousness of their great
calling; the men silent, their eyes fixed ahead as though the enemy lay
straight before them, awaiting the final struggle. What it was Nora
could not, in that moment of conflicting emotion, clearly analyse.
Something had fallen like an icy hand upon her courage. Those faces
that passed so close to her through the driving snow, column after
column, those healthy, weather-beaten faces so full of life and
strength, those broad-shouldered figures, erect, sturdy, swinging
forward as though one soul, one mind governed each and all alike—they
had made her afraid. She felt herself flung back by a huge pitiless
Juggernaut, before which her strength broke like a frail reed. She
turned away, sick and trembling, and as she did so her eyes fell on the
man who had retained his place at her side.
"_Ach, du lieber Gott!_" he said, as though she had spoken to him.
"That was my regiment—the 115th. Perhaps I shall be called in—I also
have been a soldier."
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