The night is in Margaret's soul too, and not such a bland white night as
that spread outside for elves to dance in.
'I am going to say such a silly thing,' says Prue presently, heralding
her speech by a fictitious laugh. 'If it were not rather dark, I do not
think that I should dare to say anything so foolish. I am going to ask
you such a stupid question; I am sure you will not consider it worth
answering. Do you think it possible--ha! ha! I really am idiotic
to-night--that he might ever--not now, of course--if you had seen how
distressed, how heart-broken he was to-day at my crying, you would not
have thought there was much danger of its happening now--but,' her
speech growing slow, and halting with quick feverish breaths between,
'do you think it is just possible that sometime--many years
hence--twenty--thirty--he--might grow--a little--tired of me? There!
there!' her utterance waxing rapid and eager again; 'do not answer! Of
course, I do not mean you to answer!'
Peggy is thankful for the permission to be silent thus accorded to her;
but she does not long profit by it.
'I think I had rather that you did answer, too,' says Prue, with a quick
uneasy change of mind. 'It seems senseless to ask questions and get no
answer to them; and, after all, there can be but one answer to mine.'
Peggy shivers. There can indeed be but one answer; but how dare she give
it?
'Why do not you speak?' cries Prue, growing restless under her sister's
silence. 'Did not you hear me say that I should like you to answer me
after all? I believe you are asleep!'
'How can I answer, dear?' replies Peggy sadly. 'I have so little
acquaintance with men and their ways; and I am not sure,' with a small
bitter laugh, 'that what I do know of them is very much to their
credit.'
There is a ring of such sharp hopelessness in her tone as to arrest the
attention of even the preoccupied younger girl.
'You were not very lucky either, Peggy,' she says softly, rubbing her
cheek caressingly to and fro against Margaret's shoulder. 'Why do I say
_either_?' catching herself quickly up. 'As if I were not lucky--luckier
than anybody; but you were _un_lucky. Oh, how unbearable to be unlucky
in that of all things! And I was not very kind to you, was I?'
Peggy's heart swells. Her lips are passing in a trembling caress over
her sister's hair.
'Not very, dear.'
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