Strange as it may seem, Miss Selby pitied him, and for a somewhat
illogical reason. She saw pathos in the man because he was so large—so
much too large. His great shoulders towered above the table; knives
and forks looked like toys in his lean, brown hands, and his face was
invisible, unless she raised her eyes, which she did not intend to do
again.
She had seen him, though, as he crossed the room, and she might have
thought him not bad looking, if he had not come to sit at her table.
It was an honest and alert young face, healthily tanned, with warm,
gray eyes, and a crest of wheat-colored hair above his forehead. But
when he did sit down at her table, she immediately began her usual
comparisons.
She imagined this young man in that sitting room in Boston, and she
saw clearly how much too large he was. It was a small room, and her
mother and her grandmother and her two aunts were all of a nice, neat,
polite size.
“Like a bull in a china shop,” she thought, imagining him among them.
This was unjust. It is never fair to judge bulls by their possible
behavior in china shops, anyhow; they seldom go into them, and when
seen in the fields, or in bullfights, and so on, they are really noble
animals.
But that is what she did think, and as soon as she could finish her
dinner, she arose, with another of those almost imperceptible nods,
and went away. She went up to her own room, and began to study
shorthand.
She did this every evening, with great earnestness, for she was very
anxious to get a better position than the one she now had, and she was
so far advanced in her study that she could write absolutely anything
in shorthand—if you gave her time enough. She could often read what
she had written, too.
As for Mr. Anderson, he also went up to his room, but not to study. He
had had all he wanted of that at college. Nor did he need to worry
about a better position.
The one he had was good, and he was confident that he would have a
better one next year, and a still better one the year after that, and
so on and on, until he was one of the leading paper manufacturers in
the country—if not the leading one. He had just been made assistant
superintendent of a paper mill in this little town, and he had come
out in the most hopeful and cheerful humor.
The hope and cheer had fled, now. He felt profoundly dejected. He had
no friends here, and if other people were like that girl, he never
would have any. For all he knew, there might be something repellent in
his manner, which his old friends had kindly overlooked.
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