He began to think sorrowfully of those old friends, of the little flat
he had had in New York with two other fellows—such nice fellows—such a
nice flat. When you looked out of the window there you saw a facade of
other windows, with shaded lamps in them, and the shadows of people
passing back and forth, and down below in the street more people, and
taxis, and big, quiet, smooth-running private cars, and all the
familiar city sounds. And here, outside this window, there were
trees—nothing but trees.
He had heard, often enough, about the loneliness of country dwellers
when in a great city, but he felt that it was not to be compared with
the loneliness of a city dweller among trees. He got up and went to
the window, and he couldn’t even see a human creature, only those
sentinel trees, moving a little against the pale and cloudy sky.
It was a May night, and the air that blew on his face was May air, a
wonderful thing, filled with tender and exquisite perfumes, so cool
and sweet that he grew suddenly sick of his tobacco-scented room, and
decided to go out on the veranda.
What happened was a coincidence, but it would surely have happened,
sooner or later. He met Miss Selby. As soon as he had stepped outside,
she opened the door and came out, too.
There was an electric light in the ceiling of this veranda, which gave
it a singularly cheerless appearance, rather like the deck of a
deserted ship, with the chairs all drawn up along the wall. There was
nobody else there, and Mr. Anderson stood directly under the light, so
that she could see him very plainly.
She said: “Oh!” and drew back hastily, putting her hand on the
doorknob.
This was a little too much!
“Look here!” said Mr. Anderson crisply. “Don’t go in on _my_ account.
I’ll go, myself.”
Now, Miss Selby was not really haughty or disagreeable. Simply, she
had been brought up on all sorts of Red Riding-hood tales, in which
all the trouble was caused by giving encouragement to strangers.
She had been taught that it was a mad, reckless thing to acknowledge
the existence of persons whose grandparents had not been known, and
favorably known, to her grandparents. But certainly she had no desire
to offend any one, and this stranger did seem to be offended. So she
said:
“Oh, no! You mustn’t think of such a thing!”
She meant it kindly, but unfortunately she was utterly unable to speak
in a natural way to a stranger. In reality she was a poor, homesick,
affectionate, kind-hearted young girl of twenty, who, not fifteen
minutes before, had been weeping from sheer loneliness.
But she spoke in what seemed to him an obnoxiously condescending and
superior tone. He was a young man of many excellent qualities, but
meekness was not one of them, and he resented this tone.
So he spoke with an air of amused indulgence, as if he thought her
such a funny little thing:
“I don’t want to drive you away, you know.”
She raised her eyebrows.
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