Dostoyevsky, Fyodor, 1821-1881; Dostoyevsky, Fyodor, 1821-1881 -- Criticism and interpretation
“I spent the whole four years behind dungeon walls, and only left the
prison when I was taken on ‘hard labour.’ The work was hard, though
not always; sometimes in bad weather, in rain, or in winter during
the unendurable frosts, my strength would forsake me. Once I had to
spend four hours at a piece of extra work, and in such frost that
the quicksilver froze; it was perhaps 40 degrees below zero. One of
my feet was frost-bitten. We all lived together in one barrack-room.
Imagine an old, crazy, wooden building, that should long ago have been
broken up as useless. In the summer it is unbearably hot, in the winter
unbearably cold. All the boards are rotten; on the ground filth lies an
inch thick; every instant one is in danger of slipping and coming down.
The small windows are so frozen over that even by day one can hardly
read. The ice on the panes is three inches thick. The ceilings drip,
there are draughts everywhere. We are packed like herrings in a barrel.
The stove is heated with six logs of wood, but the room is so cold that
the ice never thaws; the atmosphere is unbearable--and so through all
the winter long.
“In the same room, the prisoners wash their linen, and thus make the
place so wet that one scarcely dares to move. From twilight till
morning we are forbidden to leave the barrack-room; the doors are
barricaded; in the ante-room a great wooden trough for the calls of
nature is placed; this makes one almost unable to breathe. All the
prisoners stink like pigs; they say that they can’t help it, for they
must live, and are but men. We sleep upon bare boards; each man was
allowed one pillow only. We covered ourselves with short sheepskins,
and our feet were outside the covering all the time. It was thus that
we froze night after night. Fleas, lice, and other vermin by the
bushel. In the winter we got thin sheepskins to wear, which didn’t keep
us warm at all, and boots with short legs; thus equipped, we had to go
out into the frost.
“To eat we got bread and cabbage soup; the soup should, by the
regulations, have contained a quarter pound of meat per head; but they
put in sausage-meat, and so I never came across a piece of genuine
flesh. On feast days we got porridge, but with scarcely any butter. On
fast days, cabbage and nothing else. My stomach went utterly to pieces,
and I suffered tortures from indigestion.
“From all this you can see yourself that one couldn’t live there at
all without money; if I had had none, I should most assuredly have
perished; no one could endure such a life. But every convict does some
sort of work and sells it, thus earning, every single one of them, a
few pence. I often drank tea and bought myself a piece of meat; it
was my salvation. It was quite impossible to do without smoking, for
otherwise the stench would have choked one. All these things were done
behind the backs of the officials.
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