Dostoyevsky, Fyodor, 1821-1881; Dostoyevsky, Fyodor, 1821-1881 -- Criticism and interpretation
“I have already said that your silence often tortures me. I thank you
for the money you sent. In your next letter (even if it’s ‘_official_,’
for I don’t know yet whether it is possible for me to correspond with
you)--in your next, write as fully as you can of all your affairs, of
Emilie Fyodorovna, the children, all relations and acquaintances; also
of those in Moscow--who is alive and who is dead; and of your business;
tell me what capital you started with, whether it is lucrative, whether
you are in funds, finally, whether you will help me financially, and
how much you will send me a year. But send no money with the official
letter--particularly if I don’t find a covering address. For the
present, give Michael Petrovitch as the consignor of all packets (you
understand, don’t you?). For the time, I have some money, but I have no
books. If you can, send me the magazines for this year, or at any rate
the _O.Z._
“But what I urgently need are the following: I need (very necessary!)
ancient historians (in French translation), modern historians: Guizot,
Thierry, Thiers, Ranke, and so forth; national studies, and the Fathers
of the Church. Choose the cheapest and most compact editions. Send them
by return.
“People try to console me: ‘They’re quite simple sort of fellows
there.’ But I dread simple men more than complex ones. For that matter,
men everywhere are just--men. Even among the robber-murderers in
the prison, I came to know some men in those four years. Believe me,
there were among them deep, strong, beautiful natures, and it often
gave me great joy to find gold under a rough exterior. And not in a
single case, or even two, but in several cases. Some inspired respect,
others were downright fine. I taught the Russian language to a young
Circassian--he had been transported to Siberia for robbery with murder.
How grateful he was to me! Another convict wept when I said good-bye to
him. Certainly I had often given him money, but it was so little, and
his gratitude so boundless! My character, though, was deteriorating;
in my relations with others I was ill-tempered and impatient. They
accounted for it by my mental condition, and bore all without
grumbling. Apropos, what a number of national types and characters I
became familiar with in prison! I lived _into_ their lives, and so I
believe I know them really well. Many tramps’ and thieves’ careers
were laid bare to me, and above all, the whole wretched existence of
the common people. Decidedly I have not spent my time there in vain. I
have learnt to know the Russian people as only a few know them. I am a
little vain of it. I hope that such vanity is pardonable....
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