Dostoyevsky, Fyodor, 1821-1881; Dostoyevsky, Fyodor, 1821-1881 -- Criticism and interpretation
“‘As to the question of faith,’ he began, smiling, ... ‘I had four
different conversations in two days last week. I came in the morning by
the new railway and talked for four hours with a man in the train. We
made friends on the spot. I had heard a great deal about him beforehand
and had heard he was an atheist, among other things. He really is a
very learned man. What’s more, he’s an unusually well-bred man, so that
he talked to me quite as if I were his equal in ideas and attainments.
He doesn’t believe in God. Only, one thing struck me: that he seemed
not to be talking about that at all the whole time; and it struck me,
just because whenever I have met unbelievers before, or read their
books, it always seemed to me that they were speaking and writing in
their books about something quite different, although it seemed to
me about that on the surface. I said so to him at the time, but I
suppose I didn’t say so clearly, or did not know how to express it,
for he didn’t understand. In the evening, I stopped for the night at a
provincial hotel, and a murder had just been committed there the night
before, so that every one was talking about it when I arrived. Two
peasants, middle-aged men, friends who had known each other for a long
time, and were not drunk, had had tea and were meaning to go to bed
in the same room. But one had noticed during those last two days that
the other was wearing a silver watch on a yellow bead chain, which he
seems not to have seen on him before. The man was not a thief: he was
an honest man, in fact, and by a peasant’s standard by no means poor.
But he was so taken by the watch, and so fascinated by it, that at last
he could not restrain himself. He took a knife, and when his friend
had turned away, he approached him cautiously from behind, and praying
fervently, “God forgive me for Christ’s sake!” he cut his friend’s
throat at one stroke like a sheep and took his watch.’
“Rogozhin went off into peals of laughter; he laughed as though he were
in a sort of fit. It was positively strange to see such laughter after
the gloomy mood that had preceded it.
“‘I do like that! Yes, that beats everything!’ he cried convulsively,
gasping for breath. ‘One man doesn’t believe in God at all, while the
other believes in him so thoroughly that he prays as he murders men!...
You could never have invented that, brother! Ha!--ha!--ha! That beats
everything!’
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