With her face turned from him Dr. Breen blushed, too; she was not yet
so used to her quality of physician that she could coldly bear the
confusion to which her being a doctor put men. She laughed a little to
herself at the helplessness of the driver, confronted probably for the
first time with a graduate of the New York homœopathic school; but she
believed that she had reasons for taking herself seriously in every
way, and she had not entered upon this career without definite
purposes. When she was not yet out of her teens, she had an unhappy
love affair, which was always darkly referred to as a disappointment by
people who knew of it at the time. Though the particulars of the case
do not directly concern this story, it may be stated that the recreant
lover afterwards married her dearest girl-friend, whom he had first met
in her company. It was cruel enough, and the hurt went deep; but it
neither crushed nor hardened her. It benumbed her for a time; she sank
out of sight; but when she returned to the knowledge of the world she
showed no mark of the blow except what was thought a strange
eccentricity in a girl such as she had been. The world which had known
her—it was that of an inland New England city—heard of her definitely
after several years as a student of medicine in New York. Those who had
more of her intimacy understood that she had chosen this work with the
intention of giving her life to it, in the spirit in which other women
enter convents, or go out to heathen lands; but probably this
conception had its exaggerations. What was certain was that she was
rich enough to have no need of her profession as a means of support,
and that its study had cost her more than the usual suffering that it
brings to persons of sensitive nerves. Some details were almost
insuperably repugnant; but in schooling herself to them she believed
that she was preparing to encounter anything in the application of her
science.
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