one of her calling; and she struggled for patience with an endeavor
that was largely successful.
As to the effect of her career outside of herself, and of those whom
her skill was to benefit, she tried to think neither arrogantly nor
meanly. She would not entertain the vanity that she was serving what is
called the cause of woman, and she would not assume any duties or
responsibilities toward it. She thought men were as good as women; at
least one man had been no worse than one woman; and it was in no
representative or exemplary character that she had chosen her course.
At the same time that she held these sane opinions, she believed that
she had put away the hopes with the pleasures that might once have
taken her as a young girl. In regard to what had changed the current of
her life, she mentally asserted her mere nullity, her absolute
non-existence. The thought of it no longer rankled, and that interest
could never be hers again. If it had not been so much like affectation,
and so counter to her strong aesthetic instinct, she might have made
her dress somehow significant of her complete abeyance in such matters;
but as it was she only studied simplicity, and as we have seen from the
impression of the barge-driver she did not finally escape distinction
in dress and manner. In fact, she could not have escaped that effect if
she would; and it was one of the indomitable contradictions of her
nature that she would not.
When she came back to the croquet-ground, leading the little girl by
the hand, she found Mrs. Maynard no longer alone and no longer sad. She
was chatting and laughing with a slim young fellow, whose gay blue eyes
looked out of a sunburnt face, and whose straw hat, carried in his
hand, exposed a closely shaven head. He wore a suit of gray flannel,
and Mrs. Maynard explained that he was camping on the beach at
Birkman’s Cove, and had come over in the steamer with her when she
returned from Europe. She introduced him as Mr. Libby, and said, “Oh,
Bella, you dirty little thing!”
Mr. Libby bowed anxiously to Grace, and turned for refuge to the little
girl. “Hello, Bella!” “Hello!” said the child. “Remember me?” The child
put her left hand on that of Grace holding her right, and prettily
pressed her head against the girl’s arm in bashful silence. Grace said
some coldly civil words to the young man: without looking at Mrs.
Maynard, and passed on into the house.
“You don’t mean _that’s_ your doctor?” he scarcely more than whispered.
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