She seated herself on the trunk, looking like the embodied spirit of the
pinewood in her white gown. Nero stood for a few minutes watching me as
I sat down beside her, then slouched up and lay down at his mistress’
feet, one eye fixed on me. Evidently this proceeding was new to him. The
botanists and gentlemen of the hammer did _not_ care to sit on felled
trunks and talk with the daughter of the house.
“I said that,” she went on, “because it was just as if you knew how
treasonable my thoughts have been lately. I have actually been wishing
to travel, and see the world!”
I asked her what treason there was in that.
“Such an idea, in me, is treason itself!” she said, almost
indignantly—“when my father despises the world, and would rather
anything should happen than that I should go beyond the Pinewood.”
Then I was amazed by the disclosure that this sweet young creature had
lived all her life shut up in the Pinewood, almost as much a prisoner as
a princess in a fairy-tale immured in a high tower. Her only companions
and friends had been her nurses, the clergyman and his wife, and her
cousin Roderick, the fair young man with a sneer whose portrait I had
said to be unlike the Pyms.
Without governesses or tutors, Lilia has managed to learn a great deal.
Latin and Greek are not dead languages to her, and she and her father
chatter away in Italian like natives. But in the ordinary affairs of
life, poor dear child, how ignorant she is!
Sitting there with myself, still almost an absolute stranger, she spoke
out her heart as if I were a dear old friend returned after a long
separation, and actually asked my advice. Mine!
It seemed that she had mentioned this desire to see other places to her
cousin Roderick, who was a favourite nephew of her father’s, although he
would not have anything to do with his family. She and this Roderick had
been brought up together like brother and sister playing and
sympathising and bickering in the usual fashion. Only when she had
confided her treasonable ideas to him had he shocked her by a
supplementary suggestion, which seemed to have made a terrible
impression upon her.
“We have quarrelled, and never, never can be the same again,” she told
me in much agitation. “My father does not know it, and has asked
Roderick to dinner to meet you. What _shall_ I do?”
She was quite tragic. I could hardly help smiling. But seeing how
sensitive she was—a natural sensibility greatly increased by a life of
unnatural seclusion—I repressed a smile, and said:
“See your cousin before dinner, and ‘make it up,’ as the children say.”
“Oh, I _couldn’t!_” she said, in distress. “He won’t make it up.”
“Then you have tried him?”
She nodded.
“It has been a dreadful shock to me,” she said. “If you knew, you would
understand.”
After a little coaxing, she spoke, or rather blurted out:
“If you _must_ know—he actually—asked me—to marry him!”
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