Dreamthorp : $b A book of essays written in the countrySmith, Alexander
General
Dreamthorp : $b A book of essays written in the country
Smith, Alexander
Essays
And death is the most ordinary thing in the world. It is as common as
births; it is of more frequent occurrence than marriages and the
attainment of majorities. But the difference between death and other
forms of human experience lies in this, that we can gain no information
about it. The dead man is wise, but he is silent. We cannot wring his
secret from him. We cannot interpret the ineffable calm which gathers
on the rigid face. As a consequence, when our thought rests on death
we are smitten with isolation and loneliness. We are without company
on the dark road; and we have advanced so far upon it that we cannot
hear the voices of our friends. It is in this sense of loneliness,
this consciousness of identity and nothing more, that the terror of
dying consists. And yet, compared to that road, the most populous
thoroughfare of London or Pekin is a desert. What enumerator will take
for us the census of dead? And this matter of death and dying, like
most things else in the world, may be exaggerated by our own fears and
hopes. Death, terrible to look forward to, may be pleasant even to
look back at. Could we be admitted to the happy fields, and hear the
conversations which blessed spirits hold, one might discover that to
conquer death a man has but to die; that by that act terror is softened
into familiarity, and that the remembrance of death becomes but as the
remembrance of yesterday. To these fortunate ones death may be but a
date, and dying a subject fruitful in comparisons, a matter on which
experiences may be serenely compared. Meantime, however, _we_ have not
yet reached that measureless content, and death scares, piques,
tantalises, as mind and nerve are built. Situated as we are, knowing
that it is inevitable, we cannot keep our thoughts from resting on it
curiously, at times. Nothing interests us so much. The Highland seer
pretended that he could see the winding-sheet high upon the breast of
the man for whom death was waiting. Could we behold any such visible
sign, the man who bore it, no matter where he stood--even if he were a
slave watching Caesar pass--would usurp every eye. At the coronation
of a king, the wearing of that order would dim royal robe, quench the
sparkle of the diadem, and turn to vanity the herald's cry. Death
makes the meanest beggar august, and that augustness would assert
itself in the presence of a king. And it is this curiosity with regard
to everything related to death and dying which makes us treasure up the
last sayings of great men, and attempt to wring out of them tangible
meanings. Was Goethe's "Light--light, more light!" a prayer, or a
statement of spiritual experience, or simply an utterance of the fact
that the room in which he lay was filling with the last twilight? In
consonance with our own natures, we interpret it the one way or the
other--_he_ is beyond our questioning. For the same reason it is that
men take interest in executions--from Charles I. on the scaffold at
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account