Drugs that enslave : $b The opium, morphine, chloral and hashisch habitsKane, H. H. (Harry Hubbell)
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Drugs that enslave : $b The opium, morphine, chloral and hashisch habits
Kane, H. H. (Harry Hubbell)
Drug addiction
“No dark imagery can paint the encompassing horrors of those nights of
torment that belonged to the last two months of my twelve months’ morphia
addiction. Not one hour that I passed in bed between midnight and noon
did I know normal sleep. In dreams that seemed more vivid than reality, I
entered gloomy caves, and walked for hours over rotten cadavers, sometimes
forced to step on them and be overwhelmed with loathsome odors. I saw
faces in the weird darkness, sometimes a thousand at once, and each was
made of blood-red flame; they flashed and went out. My nightmared brain
was chased and haunted by everything that can exist in a vast hell of
phantoms.”
Apropos, the following from Moore’s “Veiled Prophet of Khorassan”:—
“Dreadful it was to see the ghastly stare,
The stony look of horror and despair,
Which some of these expiring victims cast
Upon that mocking Fiend, whose veil, now raised,
Showed them, as in death’s agony they gazed,
Not the long-promised light, the brow whose beaming
Was to come forth, all conquering, all redeeming,
But features horribler than Hell e’er traced
On its own brood; no Demon of the Waste,
No church-yard Ghole, caught lingering in the light
Of the blessed sun, e’er blasted human sight
With lineaments so foul, so fierce as those
The Impostor now, in grinning mockery, shows:
‘There, ye wise Saints, behold your Light, your Star,
Ye _would_ be dupes and victims, and ye _are_.
Is it enough? Or must I, while a thrill
Lives in your sapient bosoms, cheat you still?’”
Thus it is, pursued to the very grave-edge, these victims loathe the
drug they once loved. Business is gone, family broken, friends lost,
moral sense blunted or destroyed, mind incapable of healthy action, body
wrecked, and they see no hope here or hereafter.
They will lie and steal, do almost anything to obtain the drug with which
and without which they are finally in a veritable hell. The face becomes
sallow and soggy, the eyes bleared and expressionless, and the final
result is either death or insanity. Some persons go on using these drugs
for years before the symptoms here described supervene; some are thus
affected in a few months.
Having reached this stage they cannot arouse themselves from their
terrible infatuation. Gloomy and hopeless, the world and the people in
it no longer interest them. A patient whom I saw some years ago, a young
Spaniard, was suffering from insanity from the use of morphine. Hour by
hour he would sit folding, refolding and cutting paper into small bits
with an old lancet. He would speak to no one, notice no one. This went on
for months. He was sent to an insane asylum finally, and on searching his
trunk some two score morphine bottles, as well as the greater part of the
trunk, was filled with these minute scraps of paper. I have never been
able to learn what became of him.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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