Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
‘Well, who went punting yesterday?’ And Martin, red and anxious with his
desire to conceal nothing cried joyfully: ‘I did.’--adding almost with
disappointment: ‘But I didn’t break the pole.’ His truthfulness was
quite painfully evident. Nobody had broken the pole.
Julian whistled carelessly for a bit after that, so Judith knew.
Sometimes he invented dreams, pretending he had really dreamt them.
Judith always guessed when the dreams were untruths, though often they
were very clever and absurd, just like real dreams. She made up dreams
too, so he could not deceive her. She knew the recipe for the game; and
that, try as you would, some betraying touch was bound to creep in.
In the same way he could not deceive her about the adventures he had
had, the queer people he had met, plausible as they were. Made-up people
were real enough, but only in their own worlds, which were each as
different from the world your body lived in as the people who made them
were different from each other. The others always believed him when they
bothered to listen; they had not the imagination to find him out. Judith
as a fellow artist was forced to judge his lies intellectually, in spite
of moral indignation.
He was rather mean about sweets. Often he bought a bagful of acid drops,
and after handing them round once went away and finished them by
himself. Sometimes when Judith was with him he sucked away and never
once said: ‘Have one.’ But another time he bought her eightpence worth
all to herself and took her for a beetle walk. He adored beetles. He
knew their names in Latin, and exactly how many thousand eggs a minute
they laid and what they ate, and where and how long they lived. Coming
back he put his arm round her and she was proud, though she wished he
were Charlie.
He read a lot and sometimes he was secretive about it. He stayed in the
bath room whole afternoons reading dictionaries or the Arabian Nights.
He was the only one who was said to know for certain how babies were
born. When the others aired their theories he laughed in a superior way.
Then one day after they had all been persuading him he said, surly and
brief: ‘Well, haven’t you noticed animals, idiots?’ And after they had
consulted amongst themselves a bit they all thought they understood,
except Martin, and Marietta had to explain to him.
Julian played the piano better than Charlie; he played so that it was
impossible not to listen. But he was not, as Charlie was, a pure vessel
for receiving music and pouring it forth again. Judith thought Charlie
undoubtedly lapped up music as a kitten lapped milk.
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