Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Each day she abandoned lessons and, crossing the river, ran across the
crunching frost-bound marsh to the edge of the pond. Over and over it
the people slipped, glided, swirled with shouts of laughter in the sun.
Their lips were parted, their eyes shone, they were beautified.
She wore a white sweater and a crimson muffler. At first people looked
at her and then they began smiling at her; and soon she was greeting all
those who came regularly and smiling at fresh strangers every day.
There was a girl who came each morning from the London train. She was
slender and fair, and she skated with the flying grace of a dream. Her
pleated skirt swung out as she moved, her feet in their trim boots were
narrow and small, and when she twirled her long slim legs showed to the
knee. She appeared like a goddess in the midst of the cheerful sociable
incompetent herd. Judith skated to and fro in front of her every day,
hoping in vain for a look; for she was proud and absorbed and ardent,
holding herself aloof and noticing no one, skating and skating till it
got dark. One day she brought a handsome young man with her, and to him
was not at all proud and indifferent.
They waltzed, they spun, they cut figures, they ran hand in hand, they
laughed at each other; and when they rested they sat side by side
talking and smoking cigarettes. Unlike his companion, the young man
looked at Judith not once but many times: and then he smiled at her;
then he whispered something to the goddess, and Judith’s heart beat
wildly. But the cold scornful creature merely glanced once in a bored
way, nodding and went on skating. When evening fell and they were
preparing to go he looked up from taking off his boots as Judith passed,
and radiantly smiling with white teeth and blue eyes, said ‘Good night.’
That was, to her regret, the only time she saw this handsome and
friendly young man, whose wife she would have been pleased to be.
There was an old gentleman with glasses and a grey moustache who skated
very sedately and who took a great deal of trouble to teach her the
outside edge. He called her ‘my dear’, and his eyes gazed at her from
behind his glasses with a hungry watery wistfulness. He had little if
any conversation, but he would clear his throat and open his mouth as he
looked at her as if for ever on the verge of some tremendous confidence.
There was also a common but polite boy with pimples who could skate very
fast indeed and who for several afternoons raced panting up and down the
ice, while she hung on to the belt of his Norfolk jacket, and shrieked.
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