Bildungsromans; Psychological fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The tenth morning was Saturday. The London train brought several
parties. The goddess had a little girl with her. There were many vulgar
shouting groups of incompetents, and one or two quiet and moderately
proficient ones. Judith noticed a curious trio of tall slender refined
looking people--two boys and a girl. They sat on the bank and slowly ate
sandwiches. When they had finished they got up and stood grouped
together, making no movement to adjust the skates they carried. As soon
as they stood up, Judith recognized them: Mariella, Julian and Charlie.
It had happened.
They had not changed much, but they had grown most alarmingly. Mariella
must be close on six foot. Her body had merely been stretched out
without much alteration of the long vague curves of childhood. She
hardly dared look at the boys: they were enormous.
That was Charlie, really Charlie, that yellow-headed one, a little
wild-looking, more beautiful than ever.... She felt choked.
At that moment Mariella’s eyes fell on her. A fearful blush and
heart-beating went all through her, and she turned hastily away. But she
could feel them observing, questioning, conferring about her. She
executed a perfect half-circle on the outside edge, and felt that now,
if they did recognise her, she could just bear it.
Somebody was calling from the edge.
‘Hey! Hey! Hi!’
She looked round cautiously. There was no doubt about it. Charlie was
calling her, and they were all nodding and beckoning. They could, it
seemed, easily bear to recognize her, and the sight of her skating
towards them caused them no apparent faintness or anguish.
Charlie said rather peevishly:
‘I say, how do you _do_ it? That turn thing. Who taught you?’
Judith was dumb.
‘She doesn’t recognize us,’ said Mariella with a little giggle. ‘You
_are_ Judith Earle, aren’t you?’
‘Oh yes. Oh, I _do_. Only you’ve grown so.’ She tried to look at them
and to her horror felt the tears smart under her eyelids. ‘I didn’t
expect----’ Her mouth was trembling, and she stopped in despair,
hanging her head.
It was such a shock, such a deep pang of joy and misery.... They would
not understand.... After all these years of thinking about them, seeing
them so passionately, nursing in her imagination their unreal and
dream-like existence, that they should all at once quite casually be
there! It was almost as if dead people were to come to life. She prayed
to be swallowed up in the ice.
‘Well, you’re no pigmy,’ said Julian.
And they all laughed. Then it was all right. They ceased to swell and
waver before her eyes, settled down, began to grow real.
‘Well, I don’t know how it’s done,’ said Charlie, still rather angrily
looking at the ice. ‘Mariella, what on earth did you drag us here for?
You don’t know any more than I do how it’s done. What a stupid waste of
a day!’ The stress of his petulance made his voice, which was breaking,
squeak suddenly now and then, in the funniest way, so that nobody could
have taken him seriously.
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