Ellice Quentin, and other storiesHawthorne, Julian
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Ellice Quentin, and other stories
Hawthorne, Julian
American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
'Then I am glad you did not know. I have wanted to meet you and talk
with you. And, after all, that proves me to be charitable; for people
generally dislike and avoid those whom they have injured.'
'Without calling your charity into question, Mrs. Amidon,' said
Geoffrey, 'I may be permitted to relieve you from the burden of
supposing that you have injured me. I should put it upon another
ground--that we are apt to shun those who have benefited us. In an
indirect way I may have benefited you, by keeping you occupied until
Mr. Amidon was ready to come forward.'
She was looking at him while he spoke with her head a little on one
side, her scarlet lips occasionally moving slightly. Now her eyelids
drooped, and she sighed.
'I have looked forward to this meeting often,' she said, 'and I was
prepared to hear you say worse things than that. Perhaps, after all,
you have not cared so much as I thought you would. I have no heart to
fight with you, Geoffrey, as we used to fight in----'
She paused. Her persistence in calling him Geoffrey produced an effect
upon him. The sound penetrated far into him, and set vibrating chords
which long neglect had scarcely rendered less sensitive. He was further
disturbed by her not attempting to defend herself: not that anything
could make her conduct defensible, but the blow that provokes no
return loses half its virtue to the striker. And, finally, it must
be confessed that her aspect and propinquity were not without their
influence. She was more fully developed, more beautiful than when he
saw her last; and there were slight modifications in her manner and
expression which were on the side of gentleness and sadness, and which
moved Geoffrey to unwilling sympathy. Perhaps she had suffered enough
to conciliate even his resentment.
'What do you think of Mr. Amidon?' she enquired presently.
'I have not had much opportunity of judging; but I should think,'
said Geoffrey, with diminishing bitterness, 'that he would be a very
suitable husband for you.' It struck him as peculiar that Ellice, in
spite of her culpability towards himself, did not shrink from meeting
his eyes, or from introducing topics of conversation which might have
been supposed at least as unwelcome to her as to him. But hers had
always been a strange and unaccountable character.
She opened and closed her fan, glanced out of the window towards the
sunlit lawn, then back at him, and said: 'Do you want to--leave me?'
A minute before Geoffrey had fancied that he did wish to leave her;
now, for some reason, he changed his mind, and dropped into a chair
opposite her.
'What do you want of me?' he asked.
'Do I look the same to you as when you saw me last?'
'You look better than you did then--handsomer--and you are more
expensively dressed. And, of course, the fact that you are one of the
leaders and ornaments of society has its effect upon me.'
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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