Ellice Quentin, and other storiesHawthorne, Julian
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Ellice Quentin, and other stories
Hawthorne, Julian
American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
'Geoffrey, it may not be often that we come across each other again;
why should we hold masks before our faces? We have been intimate. You
have not forgiven me for leaving you. You have said to yourself, "If
she had loved me she would have given up the world for me"; and so you
concluded that I was a hypocrite from the beginning. But if I had been
a hypocrite, I would have married you; or I would never have let you
know that I loved you.'
'Probably I don't understand you--and never did.'
'No man ever was your rival, Geoffrey; the world was your rival; but
yet you should not be jealous; because, though it drew me irresistibly,
it never drew that best part of me that was yours. I could not have
lived without the world--without longing for it; and I could not live
with the world without longing for----Forgive me!'
'Take care what you say now, Ellice! You touch fire!' exclaimed
Geoffrey in a suppressed growl, with a glow kindling under his gloomy
brows.
She rose quickly from her chair, moved close to him, and laid her hand
upon his.
'Burn me, then!' she answered, with a strange, tragic smile. And
while they confronted each other, she continued: 'My sin was that I
preferred living falsely with the world, to living falsely with you.'
'You made the world a bad place for me,' returned Geoffrey; but his
tone was no longer stern, and his hand now held hers. 'I had but one
love, unfortunately, and that was yours. But you have a husband.'
'I have a name,' she answered carelessly, 'which I wear as I wear this
hat, because it is the fashion. Only the one is called a husband and
the other a hat.'
'That is not the whole of it. You can change your hat to-morrow; but
there is only one way for a woman to get rid of a husband.'
'What difference about him, Geoffrey, if you will be my friend?'
'Your friend?' he repeated sharply, dropping her hand.
'Oh, do not be angry again!... no, no, not that! do not ask me to do
that!... I am not so selfish, nor so wicked, Geoffrey, as to wish you
to--to give up your life to what has not, after all, been wholly yours.
I am not worth that. I only ask that you should be my friend. Help me
to live so as to respect myself. What can I say? I know that what is
past cannot be recalled; you can never feel towards me as you might
have done if--if I had been less weak. But I am so lonely; I hoped you
could----'
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