Ellice Quentin, and other storiesHawthorne, Julian
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Ellice Quentin, and other stories
Hawthorne, Julian
American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
Geoffrey Herne's reflections were upon these matters, as he sat
in his chair on the spring day with which this story began. An
interval of two years had elapsed since he waited for Mrs. Amidon
in the drawing-room of the Lansdowne Hotel. During that period his
professional success had been rather on the wane. He was as clever
and sarcastic as ever--perhaps more so; but he neglected his work.
He was morose and indolent; the stimulus to achieve great things was
lacking. He conceived himself to have fathomed life and to have proved
it worthless. 'What is the odds what a man does? The devil is at the
bottom of it all!' he sometimes would remark. His more philosophical
and healthy-minded friends detected something petulant or childish in
this attitude of his; and the futility of their attempts to induce him
to 'throw it off' served to confirm them in their opinion. It should
be understood that nothing definite was known about what had occurred
further than that Herne had had a row with some woman. But other men
have had rows with women, and got over it.
The letter which Herne had just received and read was not long, though
it was sufficiently suggestive; and it may as well be given here:
'Dear Geoffrey,--I shall never see Mr. Amidon again. I wish to see
you at once. I know you must have had hard thoughts of me, but if
I had had you always with me, I should have always done what you
wish. It is when you leave me that I lose my strength. That is the
secret of all our trouble. When we are together I always have known
that I love you, and that I can never love anything but you; but
when we are parted, other thoughts come; sometimes I imagine that
love is all imagination. Geoffrey, I have never told you what I
did not know to be true. If you had only made me yours at first!
Even as I write to you at this moment, and think of my life since
I saw you last, I half doubt whether anything is real of what I
have felt for you; and yet they were the deepest feelings of all. I
seem fated not to be happy; and yet I have tried ways of happiness
more than most women. What is with me is real; what is away from
me--you--are like a dream. But you are a dream that I believe in
more than in reality; and I come to you in my trouble. Come and see
me this evening without fail. I remember what you said to me at
parting two years ago. At last I have done my part; I do not ask
you to do yours; but at least come to me.--Yours,
'ELLICE.'
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