Ellice Quentin, and other storiesHawthorne, Julian
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Ellice Quentin, and other stories
Hawthorne, Julian
American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
Two years is a long time. Geoffrey had not forgotten Ellice, and her
evil influence upon his life had not ceased to be operative; but he
had ceased to feel the need of her personal presence. He had grown so
accustomed to the wrong of her desertion, that this had become more
necessary to him than she herself was. After a while we make friends
with our grievances, and would be at a loss were they suddenly removed.
An hour ago there was nothing that Geoffrey would have desired less
than to hear again from his lost Ellice.
Nor was this all. Within the last three weeks a new element had
come into Geoffrey's gloomy life. He had admitted it in a mood of
self-contemptuous indolence; but since then it had worked upon him
gently but powerfully, and was now on the way to make itself an
unlooked-for resource and consolation. It had aroused a sentiment of
gratitude in Geoffrey's heart, which, by-and-by, perhaps, would develop
into something warmer and more tender. It had invested his future with
a subdued but brightening light, so that he had doubtfully told himself
that his latter days might be happier than those which were passed.
Now, above all things, he wished for no change, no disturbance.
Nevertheless, it was at this moment that the change and disturbance had
come. He could feel, stealing subtly through his veins, a lawless and
reckless heat which he remembered but too well, though it had long been
a stranger to him. These written pages came from her, had been touched
by her hand, and caressed by her breath. From them seemed to proceed
an insidious mist, blinding his eyes to honour, and leading astray his
judgment. How great and unaccountable was her power over him! It had
not always been for evil--not so at first. No; at first it had been the
purest and loftiest emotion of his heart. But now that it was become
evil, it was not less strong: it was stronger.
Still, it might be resisted; it should, it must be resisted! Geoffrey
pulled himself out of his reverie, and stood upright. After glancing
confusedly first this way and then that, he went to the tall secretaire
between the windows, and unlocked one of its inner drawers. Out of
the drawer he took the black silk bow and the dried rosebud, which,
at different times, had come to him from Ellice. Of late he had often
thought of destroying these relics, but he had put off doing so,
adducing many arguments to justify himself in his procrastination. Now,
however, the thing must be done, if it were to be done at all. Geoffrey
brought them and laid them upon the letter which he had placed upon
the mantelpiece, after once more taking it from its envelope. After a
pause, he folded the letter about them, and grasped the little bundle
in his hand. The next moment he quickly replaced it on the mantelpiece
and faced towards the door. Had not some one knocked?
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