England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
Joyce, the eldest, was still his favourite. She was now a quicksilver
little thing of six years old. Barbara, the youngest, was a toddler of
two years. They spent most of their time down at Crockham, because he
wanted to be there. And even Winifred loved the place really. But now,
in her frustrated and blinded state, it was full of menace for her
children. The adders, the poison-berries, the brook, the marsh, the
water that might not be pure—one thing and another. From mother and
nurse it was a guerilla gunfire of commands, and blithe, quicksilver
disobedience from the three blonde, never-still little girls. Behind
the girls was the father, against mother and nurse. And so it was.
“If you don’t come quick, nurse, I shall run out there to where there
are snakes.”
“Joyce, you _must_ be patient. I’m just changing Annabel.”
There you are. There it was: always the same. Working away on the
common across the brook he heard it. And he worked on, just the same.
Suddenly he heard a shriek, and he flung the spade from him and started
for the bridge, looking up like a startled deer. Ah, there was
Winifred—Joyce had hurt herself. He went on up the garden.
“What is it?”
The child was still screaming—now it was—“Daddy! Daddy! Oh—oh, Daddy!”
And the mother was saying:
“Don’t be frightened, darling. Let mother look.”
But the child only cried:
“Oh, Daddy, Daddy, Daddy!”
She was terrified by the sight of the blood running from her own knee.
Winifred crouched down, with her child of six in her lap, to examine
the knee. Egbert bent over also.
“Don’t make such a noise, Joyce,” he said irritably. “How did she do
it?”
“She fell on that sickle thing which you left lying about after cutting
the grass,” said Winifred, looking into his face with bitter accusation
as he bent near.
He had taken his handkerchief and tied it round the knee. Then he
lifted the still sobbing child in his arms, and carried her into the
house and upstairs to her bed. In his arms she became quiet. But his
heart was burning with pain and with guilt. He had left the sickle
there lying on the edge of the grass, and so his first-born child whom
he loved so dearly had come to hurt. But then it was an accident—it was
an accident. Why should he feel guilty? It would probably be nothing,
better in two or three days. Why take it to heart, why worry? He put it
aside.
The child lay on the bed in her little summer frock, her face very
white now after the shock, Nurse had come carrying the youngest child:
and little Annabel stood holding her skirt. Winifred, terribly serious
and wooden-seeming, was bending over the knee, from which she had taken
his blood-soaked handkerchief. Egbert bent forward, too, keeping more
_sang-froid_ in his face than in his heart. Winifred went all of a lump
of seriousness, so he had to keep some reserve. The child moaned and
whimpered.
The knee was still bleeding profusely—it was a deep cut right in the
joint.
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