England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
She sighed with fear. But at this time Bertie Reid wrote to Isabel. He
was her old friend, a second or third cousin, a Scotchman, as she was a
Scotchwoman. They had been brought up near to one another, and all her
life he had been her friend, like a brother, but better than her own
brothers. She loved him—though not in the marrying sense. There was a
sort of kinship between them, an affinity. They understood one another
instinctively. But Isabel would never have thought of marrying Bertie.
It would have seemed like marrying in her own family.
Bertie was a barrister and a man of letters, a Scotchman of the
intellectual type, quick, ironical, sentimental, and on his knees
before the woman he adored but did not want to marry. Maurice Pervin
was different. He came of a good old country family—the Grange was not
a very great distance from Oxford. He was passionate, sensitive,
perhaps over-sensitive, wincing—a big fellow with heavy limbs and a
forehead that flushed painfully. For his mind was slow, as if drugged
by the strong provincial blood that beat in his veins. He was very
sensitive to his own mental slowness, his feelings being quick and
acute. So that he was just the opposite to Bertie, whose mind was much
quicker than his emotions, which were not so very fine.
From the first the two men did not like each other. Isabel felt that
they _ought_ to get on together. But they did not. She felt that if
only each could have the clue to the other there would be such a rare
understanding between them. It did not come off, however. Bertie
adopted a slightly ironical attitude, very offensive to Maurice, who
returned the Scotch irony with English resentment, a resentment which
deepened sometimes into stupid hatred.
This was a little puzzling to Isabel. However, she accepted it in the
course of things. Men were made freakish and unreasonable. Therefore,
when Maurice was going out to France for the second time, she felt
that, for her husband’s sake, she must discontinue her friendship with
Bertie. She wrote to the barrister to this effect. Bertram Reid simply
replied that in this, as in all other matters, he must obey her wishes,
if these were indeed her wishes.
For nearly two years nothing had passed between the two friends. Isabel
rather gloried in the fact; she had no compunction. She had one great
article of faith, which was, that husband and wife should be so
important to one another, that the rest of the world simply did not
count. She and Maurice were husband and wife. They loved one another.
They would have children. Then let everybody and everything else fade
into insignificance outside this connubial felicity. She professed
herself quite happy and ready to receive Maurice’s friends. She was
happy and ready: the happy wife, the ready woman in possession. Without
knowing why, the friends retired abashed and came no more. Maurice, of
course, took as much satisfaction in this connubial absorption as
Isabel did.
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