England, My EnglandLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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England, My England
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Short stories, English
For Egbert had no intention of coming to grips with life. He had no
ambition whatsoever. He came from a decent family, from a pleasant
country home, from delightful surroundings. He should, of course, have
had a profession. He should have studied law or entered business in
some way. But no—that fatal three pounds a week would keep him from
starving as long as he lived, and he did not want to give himself into
bondage. It was not that he was idle. He was always doing something, in
his amateurish way. But he had no desire to give himself to the world,
and still less had he any desire to fight his way in the world. No, no,
the world wasn’t worth it. He wanted to ignore it, to go his own way
apart, like a casual pilgrim down the forsaken sidetracks. He loved his
wife, his cottage and garden. He would make his life there, as a sort
of epicurean hermit. He loved the past, the old music and dances and
customs of old England. He would try and live in the spirit of these,
not in the spirit of the world of business.
But often Winifred’s father called her to London: for he loved to have
his children round him. So Egbert and she must have a tiny flat in
town, and the young couple must transfer themselves from time to time
from the country to the city. In town Egbert had plenty of friends, of
the same ineffectual sort as himself, tampering with the arts,
literature, painting, sculpture, music. He was not bored.
Three pounds a week, however, would not pay for all this. Winifred’s
father paid. He liked paying. He made her only a very small allowance,
but he often gave her ten pounds—or gave Egbert ten pounds. So they
both looked on the old man as the mainstay. Egbert didn’t mind being
patronized and paid for. Only when he felt the family was a little
_too_ condescending, on account of money, he began to get huffy.
Then of course children came: a lovely little blonde daughter with a
head of thistle-down. Everybody adored the child. It was the first
exquisite blonde thing that had come into the family, a little mite
with the white, slim, beautiful limbs of its father, and as it grew up
the dancing, dainty movement of a wild little daisy-spirit. No wonder
the Marshalls all loved the child: they called her Joyce. They
themselves had their own grace, but it was slow, rather heavy. They had
everyone of them strong, heavy limbs and darkish skins, and they were
short in stature. And now they had for one of their own this light
little cowslip child. She was like a little poem in herself.
But nevertheless, she brought a new difficulty. Winifred must have a
nurse for her. Yes, yes, there must be a nurse. It was the family
decree. Who was to pay for the nurse? The grandfather—seeing the father
himself earned no money. Yes, the grandfather would pay, as he had paid
all the lying-in expenses. There came a slight sense of money-strain.
Egbert was living on his father-in-law.
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