Ernest Maltravers — Volume 02Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
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Ernest Maltravers — Volume 02
Lytton, Edward Bulwer Lytton, Baron
English fiction -- 19th century
last few hours--the crisis of a life. I tell you only of the resolution
I formed. I thought it due to you, nor unworthy to myself, to speak the
truth. Perhaps it might be more womanly to conceal it; but my heart has
something masculine in its nature. I have a great faith in your
nobleness. I believe you can sympathise with whatever is best in human
weakness. I tell you that I love you--I throw myself upon your
generosity. I beseech you to assist my own sense of right--to think
well of me, to honour me--and to leave me!"
During the last part of this strange and frank avowal, Valerie's voice
had grown inexpressibly touching: her tenderness forced itself into her
manner; and when she ceased, her lip quivered; her tears, repressed by a
violent effort, trembled in her eyes--her hands were clasped--her
attitude was that of humility, not pride.
Maltravers stood perfectly spell-bound. At length he advanced; dropped
on one knee, kissed her hand with an aspect and air of reverential
homage, and turned to quit the room in silence; for he would not dare to
trust himself to speak.
Valerie gazed at him in anxious alarm. "O no, no!" she exclaimed, "do
not leave me yet; this is our last meeting our last. Tell me, at least,
that you understand me; that you see, if I am no weak fool, I am also no
heartless coquette; tell me that you see I am not as hard as I have
seemed; that I have not knowingly trifled with your happiness; that even
now I am not selfish. Your love,--I ask it no more! But your
esteem--your good opinion. Oh, speak--speak, I implore you!"
"Valerie," said Maltravers, "if I was silent, it was because my heart
was too full for words. You have raised all womanhood in my eyes. I
did love you--I now venerate and adore. Your noble frankness, so unlike
the irresolute frailty, the miserable wiles of your sex, has touched a
chord in my heart that has been mute for years. I leave you to think
better of human nature. Oh!" he continued, "hasten to forget all of me
that can cost you a pang. Let me still, in absence and in sadness,
think that I retain in your friendship--let it be friendship only--the
inspiration, the guide of which you spoke; and if, hereafter, men shall
name me with praise and honour, feel, Valerie, feel that I have
comforted myself for the loss of your love by becoming worthy of your
confidence--your esteem. Oh, that we had met earlier, when no barrier
was between us!"
"Go, go, /now/," faltered Valerie, almost choked with her emotions; "may
Heaven bless you! Go!"
Maltravers muttered a few inaudible and incoherent words, and quitted
the apartment.
CHAPTER V.
"The men of sense, those idols of the shallow, are very inferior
to the men of Passions. It is the strong passions which, rescuing
us from sloth, can alone impart to us that continuous and earnest
attention necessary to great intellectual efforts."--HELVETIUS.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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