Dialogues; Essays; Italian literature -- Translations into English
"Giacomo, wishing to leave the country, and seeing that I
was opposed to his doing so, thought to obtain my consent by
a trick. He requested Count Broglio to procure a passport
for Milan, so that I might be alarmed on hearing of it,
and thus let him go. I knew about it, because Solari wrote
unwittingly to Antici, wishing Giacomo a pleasant journey. I
immediately asked Broglio to send me the passport, which he
did with an accompanying letter. I showed all to my son, and
deposited the passport in an open cupboard, telling him he
could take it at his leisure. So all ended."
Thus the plot failed, and Giacomo was constrained to resign himself,
as best he could, to a continuance of the "life worse than death"
which he lived in Recanati. Two letters written in anticipation of the
success of his scheme, one to his father, and the other to Carlo, his
brother, are of most painful interest. They suggest unfilial conduct
on his part, and unfatherly treatment of his son on the part of Count
Monaldo.
"I am weary of prudence," he writes in the letter to Carlo,
"which serves only as a clog to the enjoyment of youth ...
How thankful I should be if the step I am taking might act
as a warning to our parents, as far as you and our brothers
are concerned! I heartily trust you will be less unhappy
than myself. I care little for the opinion of the world;
nevertheless, exonerate me if you have any opportunity of
doing so.... What am I? a mere good-for-nothing creature.
I realise this most intensely, and the knowledge of
it has determined me to take this step, to escape the
self-contemplation which so disgusts me. So long as I
possessed self-esteem I was prudent; but now that I despise
myself, I can only find relief by casting myself on fortune,
and seeking dangers, worthless thing that I am.... It were
better (humanly speaking) for my parents and myself that I
had never been born, or had died ere now. Farewell, dear
brother."
The letter to his father is in a different key. It is stern and severe,
and contains reproofs, direct and inferential, for his apparent
indifference to his sons' future prospects. Giacomo upbraids him with
intentional blindness to the necessities of his position as a youth of
generally acknowledged ability, for whom Recanati could offer no scope,
or chance of renown. He goes on to say:
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