The greater part of my work has always been to disquiet my neighbours,
to rob them of heart’s ease, to vex them if I can. I have said this
already in my commentary upon “The Life of Don Quixote and Sancho,” in
which I have confessed myself most fully. Let them seek as I seek, let
them wrestle as I wrestle, and between us all we will tear some shred
of secret from God, and at any rate this wrestling will make us more
men, men of more spirit.
In order to accomplish this work--a religious work--among peoples like
those that speak the Castilian tongue who suffer from intellectual
inertia and superficiality, slumbering in the routine of Catholic
dogma or in the dogmatism of free-thought or of scientificism, it has
been necessary for me to appear sometimes shameless and indecorous,
at other times harsh and aggressive, and not a few times perverse
and paradoxical. In our pusillanimous literature it was a rare thing
to hear anyone cry out from the depths of his heart, to get excited,
to exclaim. The shout was almost unknown. Writers were frightened of
making themselves ridiculous. They behaved and still behave like those
who put up with an affront in the street for fear of the ridicule of
being seen with their hat on the ground marched off by the police.
But I, no! When I have felt like shouting I have shouted. Never have
I been restrained by decorum. And this is one of the things for which
I have never been forgiven by my colleagues of the pen, so discreet,
so correct, so disciplined, even when they preach indiscretion and
indiscipline. Literary anarchists are more punctilious about style and
syntax than about anything else. And when they play out of tune they do
so tunefully; their discords resolve themselves into harmonies.
When I have felt a pain I have shouted and shouted in public. The
psalms which are to be found in my _Poesías_ are simply the cries from
the heart with which I have sought to make the heart-strings of the
wounded hearts of others vibrate. If they have no heart-strings or only
heart-strings that are too rigid to vibrate, then my cry will awaken no
echo in them and they will declare that it is not poetry and they will
proceed to investigate its acoustic properties. It is possible also to
study acoustically the cry that is torn from the heart of a man who
sees his son suddenly fall down dead--and he who has neither heart nor
sons will understand no more of it than the acoustics.
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