England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
We considered ways and means after that. Uncle Geoffrey told us the
exact amount of his income, He had always lived very comfortably, but
when he had deducted the extra allowance for poor Aunt Prue, we saw
clearly that there was not enough for so large a party; but at the
first hint of this from Allan Uncle Geoffrey got quite warm and eager.
Dear, generous Uncle Geoff! he was determined to share his last crust
with his dead brother's widow and children.
"Nonsense, fiddlesticks!" he kept on saying; "what do I want with
luxuries? Ask Deborah if I care what I eat and drink; we shall do very
well, if you and Esther are not so faint-hearted." And when we found
out how our protests seemed to hurt him, we let him have his own way;
only Allan and I exchanged looks, which said as plainly as looks could,
"Is he not the best uncle that ever lived, and will we not work our
hardest to help him?"
I had a long talk with Carrie that night; she was very submissive and
very sad, and seemed rather downhearted over things. She was quite as
grateful for Uncle Geoff's generosity as we were, but I could see the
notion of being a governess distressed her greatly. "I am very glad you
will undertake the housekeeping, Esther," she said, rather plaintively;
"it will leave me free for other things," and then she sighed very
bitterly, and got up and left me. I was a little sorry that she did not
tell me all that was in her mind, for, if we are "to bear each other's
burdens," it is necessary to break down the reserve that keeps us out
of even a sister's heart sometimes.
But though Carrie left me to my own thoughts, I was not able to quiet
myself for hours. If I had only Jessie to whom I could talk! and then
it seemed to me as though it were months since we sat together in the
garden of Redmayne House talking out our girlish philosophy.
Only a fortnight ago, and yet how much had happened since then! What a
revolution in our home-world! Dear father lying in his quiet grave;
ourselves penniless orphans, obliged to leave Combe Manor, and indebted
to our generous benefactor for the very roof that was to cover us and
the food that we were to eat.
Ah, well! I was only a schoolgirl, barely seventeen. No wonder I shrank
back a little appalled from the responsibilities that awaited me. I was
to be Uncle Geoff's housekeeper, his trusted right-hand and referee. I
was to manage that formidable Deborah, and the stolid, broad-faced
Martha; and there was mother so broken in health and spirits, and Dot,
and Jack, with her hoidenish ways and torn frocks, and Allan miles away
from me, and Carrie--well, I felt half afraid of Carrie to-night; she
seemed meditating great things when I wanted her to compass daily
duties. I hoped she would volunteer to go on with Jack's lessons and
help with the mending, and I wondered with more forebodings what things
she was planning for which I was to leave her free.
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