England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"How old is your little boy?" asked Lucy, in a shrill whisper. And as I
answered her Mrs. Thorne and Carrie re-entered the room. They both
looked surprised when they saw the children grouped round me; Carrie's
eyebrows elevated themselves a little quizzically, and Mrs. Thorne
called them away rather sharply.
"Don't take liberties with strangers, children. What will Miss Cameron
think of such manners?" And then she dismissed them rather summarily. I
saw Annie steal a little wistful look at me as she followed her sisters.
We took our leave after that. Mrs. Thorne shook hands with us very
graciously, but her parting words were addressed to Carrie. "On Monday,
then. Please give my kind regards to Dr. Cameron, and tell him how
thoroughly satisfied I am with the proposed arrangement." And Carrie
answered very prettily, but as the door closed she sighed heavily.
"Oh, what children! and what a mother!" she gasped, as she took my arm,
and turned my foot-steps away from the house. "Never mind Jack, I am
going to the service at St. Barnabas; I want some refreshment after
what I have been through." And she sighed again.
"But, Carrie," I remonstrated, "I have no time to spare. You know how
Jack has been neglected, and how I have promised Allan to do my best
for her until we can afford to send her to school."
"You can walk with me to the church door," she returned, decidedly. I
was beginning to find out that Carrie could be self-willed sometimes.
"I must talk to you, Esther; I must tell you how I hate it. Fancy
trying to hammer French and music into those children's heads, when I
might--I might--" But here she stopped, actually on the verge of crying.
"Oh, my darling, Carrie!" I burst out, for I never could bear to see
her sweet face clouded for a moment, and she so seldom cried or gave
way to any emotion. "Why would you not let me speak? I might have saved
you this. I might have offered myself in your stead, and set you free
for pleasanter work." But she shook her head, and struggled for
composure.
"You would not have done for Mrs. Thorne, Esther. Don't think me vain
if I say that I play and sing far better than you."
"A thousand times better," I interposed. "And then you can draw."
"Well, Mrs. Thorne is a woman who values accomplishments. You are
clever at some things; you speak French fairly, and then you are a good
Latin scholar" (for Allan and I studied that together); "you can lay a
solid foundation, as Uncle Geoffrey says; but Mrs. Thorne does not care
about that," continued Carrie a little bitterly; "she wants a flimsy
superstructure of accomplishments--music, and French, and drawing, as
much as I can teach a useful life-work, Esther."
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