England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Governesses -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Well, why not?" I returned, with a little spirit, for here was one of
Carrie's old arguments. "If it be the work given us to do, it must be a
useful life-work. It might be our duty to make artificial flowers for
our livelihood--hundreds of poor creatures do that--and you would not
scold them for waste of time, I suppose?"
"Anyhow, it is not work enough for me," replied Carrie firmly, and
passing over my clever argument with a dignified silence; "it is the
drudgery of mere ornamentation that I hate. I will do my best for those
dreadful children, Esther. Are they not pitiful little overdressed
creatures? And I will try and please their mother though I have not a
thought in common with her. And when I have finished my ornamental
brick-making--told my tales of the bricks----" here she paused, and
looked at me with a heightened color.
"And what then?" I asked, rather crossly, for there was a flaw in her
speech somewhere, and I could not find it out.
"We shall see, my wise little sister," she said, letting go my arm with
a kind pressure. "See, here is St. Barnabas; is it not a dear old
building? Must you go back to Jack?"
"Yes, I must," I answered, shortly. "_Laborare est orare_--to labor is
to pray, in my case, Carrie;" and with that I left her.
But Carrie's arguments had seriously discomposed me. I longed to talk
it all out with Allan, and I do not think I ever missed him so much as
I did that day. I am afraid I was rather impatient with Jack that
morning; to be sure she was terribly awkward and inattentive; she would
put her elbows on the table, and ink her fingers, and then she had a
way of jerking her hair out of her eyes, which drove me nearly frantic.
I began to think we really must send her to school. We had done away
with the folding doors, they always creaked so, and had hung up some
curtains in their stead; through the folds I could catch glimpses of
dear mother leaning back in her chair, with Dot beside her. He was
spelling over his lesson to her, in a queer, little sing-song voice,
and they looked so cool and quiet that the contrast was quite
provoking; and there was Carrie kneeling in some dim corner, and
soothing her perturbed spirits with softly-uttered psalms and prayers.
"Jack," I returned, for the sixth time, "I cannot have you kick the
table in that schoolboy fashion."
Jack looked at me with roguish malice in her eyes. "You are not quite
well, Esther; you have got a pain in your temper, haven't you, now?"
I don't know what I might have answered, for Jack was right, and I was
as cross as possible, only just at that moment Uncle Geoffrey put his
head in at the door, and stood beaming on us like an angel of
deliverance.
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