Aristocracy (Social class) -- Fiction; Europe -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"But he talks to you freely," she answered; "I know you are his
confidant. He has told me certainly a great many things, but I always
feel as if he were keeping something back; as if he were holding
something behind him, and showing me only one hand at once. He seems
often to be hovering on the edge of a secret. I have had several
friendships in my life--thank Heaven! but I have had none more dear to me
than this one. Yet in the midst of it I have the painful sense of my
friend being half afraid of me; of his thinking me terrible, strange,
perhaps a trifle out of my wits. Poor me! If he only knew what a plain
good soul I am, and how I only want to know him and befriend him!"
These words were full of a plaintive magnanimity which made mistrust seem
cruel. How much better I might play providence over Pickering's
experiments with life if I could engage the fine instincts of this
charming woman on the providential side! Pickering's secret was, of
course, his engagement to Miss Vernor; it was natural enough that he
should have been unable to bring himself to talk of it to Madame
Blumenthal. The simple sweetness of this young girl's face had not faded
from my memory; I could not rid myself of the suspicion that in going
further Pickering might fare much worse. Madame Blumenthal's professions
seemed a virtual promise to agree with me, and, after some hesitation, I
said that my friend had, in fact, a substantial secret, and that perhaps
I might do him a good turn by putting her in possession of it. In as few
words as possible I told her that Pickering stood pledged by filial piety
to marry a young lady at Smyrna. She listened intently to my story; when
I had finished it there was a faint flush of excitement in each of her
cheeks. She broke out into a dozen exclamations of admiration and
compassion. "What a wonderful tale--what a romantic situation! No
wonder poor Mr. Pickering seemed restless and unsatisfied; no wonder he
wished to put off the day of submission. And the poor little girl at
Smyrna, waiting there for the young Western prince like the heroine of an
Eastern tale! She would give the world to see her photograph; did I
think Mr. Pickering would show it to her? But never fear; she would ask
nothing indiscreet! Yes, it was a marvellous story, and if she had
invented it herself, people would have said it was absurdly improbable."
She left her seat and took several turns about the room, smiling to
herself, and uttering little German cries of wonderment. Suddenly she
stopped before the piano and broke into a little laugh; the next moment
she buried her face in the great bouquet of roses. It was time I should
go, but I was indisposed to leave her without obtaining some definite
assurance that, as far as pity was concerned, she pitied the young girl
at Smyrna more than the young man at Homburg.
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