Domestic fiction; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Her grandfather had been stricken helpless, with little hope of ever
being otherwise than helpless. Over her grandmother, younger than him
by many years, hung an awful dread. She too must die, but she might be
years in dying. Some one would have to watch by her dying bed, as she
in her youth had watched by the dying bed of her own mother, till the
slow months wore on to years, before her tired eyes closed at last in
painless rest.
No one needed to say to Eunice that she could not leave her grandmother
to be cared for by others while she went away to find her own happiness.
She never even paused to consider the matter. It was impossible. Her
lover thought quite otherwise, and pleaded with her with words which
made her glad, and which hurt her sorely, but which did not move her
from her purpose. Over one thing only she hesitated. Should she give
him back his word before he went away?
"No," said Dr Everett; "you are both young. Wait."
And so she waited, and was not unhappy. No woman can be unhappy whose
life is lived not to herself but to others. Her service was truly
willing service, and was its own reward. She had cares many and heavy,
weary nights and anxious days, but she had kind friends who took care
for her and helped her; and her cares, and labours, and daily
self-denials, and the hourly sight of her grandmother's faith and
patience, and of her joyful release at last, did for heart and soul more
than many prosperous years of untroubled happiness could have done.
The long suffering came to an end at last. Her grandmother died, and
Eunice was left so spent with doing and watching, and so glad for the
blessed release of her whom she loved so well, that she hardly seemed to
feel the pain of the bitter blow that smote her afterwards--at least
that was what her friends whispered among themselves. Even Dr Everett
took comfort in the thought that she might have outgrown her girlish
fancy during these long years that had changed her into a woman. But
Dr Everett did not know then that the news of his brother's engagement
and approaching marriage had come to her two days before it had reached
him, and that during these two days no one but her paralytic grandfather
had seen her face and heard her voice. Even the child Fidelia had been
sent away "for a change," as she had more than once been sent away
during the last months of the grandmother's life; and Eunice's battle
with herself--if there was a battle--had been fought alone.
But, whichever way it was, it was not a matter about which many words
could be spoken. She made no moan and she claimed no sympathy. She was
"just as usual," as far as he could tell, Dr Everett said, in answer to
his wife's questions when he returned from his first visit to the house
after the news had been received. Even to her old friend she had made
neither complaint nor confession; but he knew that she suffered, though
she kept silence.
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