Domestic fiction; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
"It will make it easier for Eunice in one way," the neighbours said to
one another. "Eunice could hardly have gone away while her grandfather
lived, and this has made the path of duty plain before her."
But whether "the path of duty" was rough or smooth to the weary feet of
Eunice no one ever knew from her lips. She was not unhappy, that was
certain. She had the daily and hourly care of her grandfather to fill
her thoughts and occupy her hands, and when he died she had an easier
time and could rest. And she had Fidelia.
She had an easier life; but she could not sit idle at home, or go
elsewhere for change or pleasure, as others might who had not their
daily bread to earn. The means which her grandparents had provided for
their old age had been nearly spent during their long illness. There
was the house and garden and a field or two, and that was almost all;
and Eunice chose to stay at home and make the best of them, rather than
do any of the things which her friends were so ready to advise, and
which she might have done. She might have nursed the sick, or taught a
school, or worked with her capable hands or her clear head in one of the
many ways open to New England girls; but she would not be separated from
her sister, and she chose to stay at home.
"I will stay for awhile at least," she said to Dr Everett when he spoke
to her about her plans, and hinted that a change might be desirable for
various reasons. "There is no hurry about it, I think; and just for the
present I would rather stay at home."
And the time had never come for her to go elsewhere, or to change her
manner of life in any way, and it had lately been gradually revealing
itself to her that the time could never come. She was beginning to say
to herself: "That which I greatly feared has come upon me."
All the long suffering through which she had seen her grandmother pass
seemed to lie like a thick darkness upon her. Even before the departure
of her sister for school she had felt or imagined symptoms, which she
thought she could not mistake, of the terrible disease which had
appeared at intervals in some member of her mother's family for several
generations; and there is no wonder that for a time her courage, and
even her faith, failed her.
She was wrong to conceal her fears from Dr Everett. But she said to
herself: "He cannot help me. If I am mistaken--if I am only nervous and
over-anxious, it will pass away in time, with suffering to no one but
myself. If the danger is real, nothing--no one can help me, not even my
dear old friend."
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