Far above rubies (Vol. 2 of 3) : $b A novelRiddell, J. H., Mrs.
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Far above rubies (Vol. 2 of 3) : $b A novel
Riddell, J. H., Mrs.
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“I shall have money long before Christmas,” he answered.
“You may,” she said, “but you may not. I cannot tell what it is you are
doing or expecting, but——”
“Hang it!” broke in Arthur, “is a man bound to tell his wife everything?
When you can’t help me—when you would only be trying to dissuade me from
my purpose, and keep me from ever rising out of the slough of poverty in
which I have passed year after year—why should I talk to you about what
I am doing or expecting? Women’s ideas are so contracted; they take such
short views; they are so cautious, and so fearful, and so fond of
certainties, that there is no use in even trying to make confidantes of
them. Because you are happy yourself here, Heather, you think I ought to
be so too; because you can endure the cursed monotony of such a life,
you would keep me bound to the wheel for ever.”
“I think you are a little mistaken,” she answered. “I have been very
happy here; I do love Berrie Down very much; but I would leave it
to-morrow, and go with you anywhere in the world, if I thought by so
doing I could contribute to your comfort, happiness, or prosperity.”
“If you thought,” he repeated. “Ay, there’s just the rub; you never
could think so.”
“If _you_ thought that leaving Berrie Down would make you happier, I
would do it. I would do anything for you. I have tried to please you,
Arthur,” she went on, speaking almost entreatingly. “I have never
contradicted your will. I have never put myself in opposition to you. I
have never teazed you with questions. I have striven to do my best; but,
as you are not satisfied, tell me how I can do better; and it shall not
be my fault if I fail. Only, Arthur, only don’t let us drift away from
one another; don’t let us begin to have secrets, and treat me as though
I had done something to shake your trust and confidence in me.”
Never before had Arthur Dudley seen his wife so moved; never before had
he heard such a sentence from her lips. For a moment he felt tempted to
tell her all; to make a full and ample confession; to explain to her not
merely that his stock was gone, and his crops also, but that he had put
his “name” on paper, to an extent which, if the Protector Bread and
Flour Company failed to fulfil the hopes of its promoters, would
certainly cripple his resources seriously.
Of course his name was only “lent;” but occasionally misgivings would
cross his mind that in the event of any hitch occurring, he might be
liable for the whole amount of every bill which was at that moment
wandering about London, passing from hand to hand.
If the Protector “smashed up,” to use Mr. Black’s concise phrase, Arthur
Dudley would be smashed up with it; he had gone on little by little,
till he was afraid of reckoning how much of Berrie Down was set up in
type at Printing House Square, and in various newspapers throughout the
country.
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