Far above rubies (Vol. 2 of 3) : $b A novelRiddell, J. H., Mrs.
General
Far above rubies (Vol. 2 of 3) : $b A novel
Riddell, J. H., Mrs.
Fiction
If the Protector failed—but then the Protector could not fail—and
because it could not fail, and because if it did fail, so much must go
with it, Arthur decided not to tell his wife (who would be certain to
look on the worst side of things), but to humour her, as Mr. Black
recommended, and answer—
“I do not know, Heather, what you mean by drifting away; you and the
children are never out of my thoughts by day or night. I have gone into
a very good thing with Mr. Black, in company with Lord Kemms, Mr. Allan
Stewart, Mr. Aymescourt Croft, and a number of other persons, all
gentlemen of position and fortune, not likely to rush into any foolish
speculation. I hope to be a wealthy man yet. I hope to get rid of this
eternal worry about money—which makes life not worth the having. I know
you would help me, Heather, if you could; there, there, don’t look
pitiful. I can’t bear it. There is nothing you can do for me now, except
buy yourself some handsome dresses, and come over to Copt Hall.”
She put her hand out to take the money, then a second time she returned
it to him, saying, “Let me have my own way this time, Arthur; when you
have made your fortune, I will spend as much money as you like; only
till you have made it, I should not feel happy to be extravagant. Don’t
be angry, love!” she pleaded; “don’t be vexed because I ask to have my
own will for once in a way.”
“Once in a way!” repeated Arthur. “Always, you mean, don’t you? No, I’m
not angry; stay at home, if you like. I do not think that there are many
husbands who would press their wives so much to accompany them;” and
with this undeniably true remark, Arthur Dudley strode out of the room,
leaving Heather to think over the matter at her leisure.
Very patiently she did so—very resolutely she took up the facts of her
married life, and looked at them from beginning to end. There was
nothing new in what she saw—nothing. It had been coming upon her for
months past, that she did not possess—had never possessed—her husband’s
love. When she beheld Gilbert Harcourt’s devotion to Bessie, she knew
Arthur had never been similarly devoted to her. She was not the love of
his life, and neither was she the friend of his heart. He trusted in
others; he confided in others. What was the reason of all this? Was it a
fault in herself, she wondered. If it were, how did it happen that the
boys and the girls, the men-servants and the maid-servants, and the
stranger who came within their gates, all turned to her for sympathy and
companionship? Without any undue vanity, it was still impossible for
Heather not to know that she was greatly beloved by those with whom she
came in contact; and yet, what was the use of being beloved, if the one
person on earth she cared for threw her off?
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