Far above rubies (Vol. 2 of 3) : $b A novelRiddell, J. H., Mrs.
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Far above rubies (Vol. 2 of 3) : $b A novel
Riddell, J. H., Mrs.
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Threw her off! Had they ever been near enough for him to do so; were not
they quite as near now as ever they had been? Was it not only the
blessed darkness of her mental vision which had hitherto kept her from
discovering this fact? “He never loved me,” Heather decided—“never; and
he has found it out too late.”
And then there came over her soul a terrible pity for him, which
swallowed up all sense of personal wrong—all anger—all selfishness. She
could not unmarry him; she could not give him the woman he might have
loved, the wealth that might have made him contented. She was no
heroine—this Heather of mine; tragedy was not in her nature. The idea of
freeing him from the yoke under which he had voluntarily put his neck,
never occurred to her. To flee to the ends of the earth, to part from
him, leaving a note of insufficient explanation behind; to rush off with
the first man who whispered a few civil words to her, and let her
husband walk through the Divorce Court to liberty; to purchase a little
bottle of poison and kill first her children and then herself—these very
feasible and proper courses, were ideas which never even crossed Mrs.
Dudley’s mind.
Outside of lunatic asylums, amongst the decorous and unexcitable people
to be met with in society, or when we take our walks abroad, we are
told, by those who profess to know their fellow-creatures thoroughly,
that such impulsive, devoted, unselfish creatures exist; but Heather’s
imagination never soared to such heights of passionate self-sacrifice.
They were married, and the time for even thinking of parting with Arthur
being past for ever, all she could do was to try to make him as happy as
possible.
For who could tell? Like David, she thought that the Lord might yet be
gracious to her, that some day, perhaps, Arthur would know how much she
loved him, and give her back a portion of love in return.
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