Hedwig turned away deeply wounded. It was not the first time that
Edmund had repelled her with harsh derision. He had so met her
every attempt to solve the strange riddle of his altered manner
and behaviour. It seemed as though he must defend his secret to the
death--defend it from her as from the rest of the world.
What a change had come over the youthful radiant pair, who had
accepted it as a matter of course that Fortune should shower on them
her best and brightest gifts, who had looked forward with such bright
assurance to the sunny future before them, and in whose playful mirth
hardly a shade of earnestness had mingled! They had both made
acquaintance with life's graver side, and if to the girl trouble were
as yet but a cold dim shadow, obscuring all the sunlight, in Edmund's
heart a flame had burst forth which burned with a consuming fire, and
ofttimes directed its intensity against those who were nearest to him.
Hedwig turned to go. But she had only time to take a few steps; then
Edmund's arm encircled her and held her fast.
'Have I pained you?' he asked. 'Scold me, Hedwig. Load me with
reproaches, but do not go from me in this way. That is more than I can
bear.'
The prayer for pardon was so passionate, so earnest, that the girl's
just anger gave way before it. She leaned her head on his shoulder,
and said:
'I think this habit of constant sarcasm is bad for you as well as
others. You do not know how harsh and cruel your words often sound.'
'I have been intolerably disagreeable of late, have I not?' said
Edmund, with an attempt at playfulness. 'After the wedding you will
see I shall be all the more charming. Then we will make our bow to the
gay world, retire from the hurly-burly, and shut ourselves up in our
fortress. Just at this present time I cannot bear tranquillity and
solitude. But I look forward with an intense longing to the day which
will unite us.'
'Do you really long for it?' asked Hedwig, looking fixedly at him.
'Sometimes, do you know, I have fancied you rather dreaded that day.'
The scarlet flush which mounted to the young man's brow almost seemed
to bear out her words; yet the passionate tenderness with which he
folded his betrothed to his heart gave them contradiction.
'Dread? No, Hedwig! We love each other, do we not? And your love is
given to me, to me personally, not to the Count Ettersberg, not to
the heir of these estates? You had so many suitors to choose from, so
many who could offer you wealth and fortune, and you chose me, because
... because you liked me best, was it not so?'
'Good heavens, how can such things come into your mind?' cried Hedwig,
half frightened, half offended. 'How can you imagine that I ever gave
them a thought?'
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