First Love: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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"I ought to have reserved a sheet to have made a fool's cap for you, I
think," he said, perceiving that silent tears were following each other
down the cheeks of his wife. "Why, what an idiot you are! the child has
more sense than you have," he added, seeing that Henry, occupied by
surprise and curiosity, was not crying. "Come, Henry," he continued, in
a voice for him most condescending, "you shall carry my fishing basket
to-day."
Henry had been just going to pity his poor mamma when he saw her
crying; but hearing his father say that he had more sense than his
mother, he could not help feeling raised in his own estimation, and
anxious to show his sense by flying with peculiar alacrity for the
basket.
He had viewed the whole of the preceding scene with but little
comprehension, as may be supposed, of its meaning, and with very
confused ideas of right and wrong, being, at the time, not above six
years old; but the practical lesson--and there are no lessons like
practical lessons--made an indelible impression: all future efforts,
whether of mother or aunt, usher or schoolmaster, layman or divine,
to infuse into Henry precepts derived from a source he had seen so
contemned by his father, were for ever vain. His father, he was old
enough to perceive, was feared and obeyed by every one within the
small sphere of his observation: for him, therefore, he felt a sort
of spurious deference, though he could not love him. For his mother,
who had always indulged him with the too great tenderness of a
gentle spirit utterly broken, and who had wept over him many a silent
hour, till his little heart was saddened without his knowing why, he
naturally felt some affection; but then he daily saw her treated with
indignity, and therefore did not respect either her or her lessons: for
he was just at the age when a quick child judges wrong, a dull one not
at all.
Henry had much of the violence of his father's temper, with some of the
fearfulness of his mother's. In judicious hands, the latter, though
no virtue, might have been made to assist in correcting the former;
the whole current of his fears might have been turned into a useful
channel: in short, he might have been taught to fear only doing wrong,
and, by a strict administration of justice, proving to him his perfect
security from blame while he did right, he might have been given
all that honest-hearted boldness in a good cause, which, throughout
after-life, is so necessary to ensure dignity to the character of man,
and the early promises of which, it is so delightful to see in the
happy open countenance, in the very step and air of a fine frank boy,
who has never had his spirit broken by undeserved harshness, or been
rendered hopeless of pleasing by inconsistency.
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