First Love: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 1 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Henry, on the contrary, when he had done no real wrong, was frequently
treated with the most violent cruelty; while his very worst faults
passed unreproved, if they did not happen to cross the whims of his
father: and this cruelty, thus inflicted on a helpless, powerless
child, which could not resist, for ever raised in the breast of Henry,
who was, as we have said, naturally violent, an ever unsatisfied
thirst of vengeance; a sense too of the injustice of the punishments
inflicted, a thing early understood by children, embittered his
feelings, and the transient impressions thus rendered permanent,
corroded inwardly, till they settled into a malice of nature, totally
subversive of all that was or might have been good or amiable.
Alas! why will not parents reflect, how much the characters and
happiness of their children, in after life, depend on the species of
minor experience collected in infancy, and the few years immediately
succeeding that period. When intellect is matured, we may call upon it
to judge of great events, to guide us in great undertakings, or lead us
to signal self-conquests; but by this time, the feelings, the strong
holds, whether of vice or virtue, are pre-occupied, and the passions,
already in arms and in the field, too probably on the side of error,
certainly so, if hitherto undirected. And hence it is, that in so many
minds the kingdom within is found in a perpetual state of rebellion
against the sovereignty of reason: or, in other words, hence it is,
that so many people daily act by impulse, contrary to what they call
their better judgment. Here, then, is the true task of the parent; to
use, for the benefit of his child, that deliberate sense of right,
which, in his own case, comes frequently too late for action. And how
shall that parent depart in peace, who has not thus endeavoured, at
least, to smooth the path of truth before the footsteps of his child?
When Henry was old enough for public education, Mrs. Montgomery wrote
to her sister, to offer an allowance for the expenses of placing him at
school. St. Aubin ordered his wife to accept the offer, and selected
S-- B-- school, with the meanest description of lodging in the
neighbouring village, as the cheapest he could hear of, that a part of
the allowance, which was liberal, might remain in his own hands.
The school-house, at the period of which we speak, could accommodate
but a very few of the boys, while the rest were generally lodged in the
houses of the poor villagers; where, it is to be feared, they lorded
it, and did just as they pleased.
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