First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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The artificial day that reigned around, the excess of brilliancy
resembling enchantment, the very intensity of light, seemed, if not
literally shelter, at least security from sudden intrusion, by giving
proof at once that none were near, and certainty that none could approach
unseen.
“I wonder,” mentally ejaculated Julia, who by this time had renewed her
meditations, “why she did not look happy!” She paused, and a tear or
two fell. “Is it possible that he can love a stranger better than those
he has loved all his life?” she thought, and a feeling of something
like reproach passed through her mind. Then came a series of kindly
recollections, making it very difficult to believe that this could be
the case. Then she called to mind, how Edmund always used to say, he
never would marry; and how she, too, had determined never to marry. She
reflected on this subject for some time; then asked herself a question,
but very vaguely indeed; for she did not venture to give it the form of
words, even in thought: the purport, however, was as follows:—if Edmund
had ever said, that to be married to her was absolutely necessary to
his happiness—what would have been her reply? A deep blush was all the
answer she gave herself. She sat, unconscious of outward objects, till
she felt her hand softly taken. She started, and looked up: Edmund stood
before her. “Dearest Julia!” he said, “there has so evidently been some
anxiety on your mind, some depression on your spirits, all this day, that
I cannot resist taking, perhaps, an unwarrantable liberty, and entreating
you to tell me what it is that thus distresses you?” She kept her
eyes fixed on the ground, and made no reply. “Did you not promise,” he
continued, “to permit me to call myself your friend, your brother? and is
not confidence the privilege of friendship?” And he seated himself beside
her, still retaining the hand he had taken.
“I don’t wish, Edmund,” she said, her face averted, “to hear you talk
like a stranger about taking the liberty, and all that kind of thing: it
only makes me more unhappy.” “More unhappy!” he repeated.
“But, you know,” she continued, “when you wished so very much for my
friendship, Edmund, it was when you first came home; now—you will
probably—be—everyday—making so many new friends—that—perhaps—” “New
friends!” cried Edmund.—Then, quite thrown off his guard, he added
passionately; “what are all the new friends—nay, all the friends the
world contains—what the whole world itself to me, in comparison of you,
Julia! My earliest, my kindest friend?” he added hastily, fearful he had
gone too far.
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