First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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“Why, I dare say,” replied Frances, “if any thing should prevent their
being married, that Lady Susan would forget him by and bye, whereas you
and I shall always have the same regard for Edmund, that we have had for
him all our lives. But, on the other hand, there is Lady Susan going to
waive all about his unknown birth, that some people, you know, are so ill
natured about. She says, his own nobility is more to her, than any he
could derive from all the ancestors that ever were in the world.”
“Did she say so to you, Frances?” asked Julia.
“Yes,” replied her sister, “and she is going, she says, to give him,
most cheerfully, her hand, her heart, and her fifty thousand pounds, in
preference to many of the first young noblemen in the kingdom, among whom
she might choose; and you and I are not going to do all that for him, you
know!”
Julia sighed heavily, and made no immediate reply.—In a little time she
said, “Do you think, Frances, you could do so much for Edmund?”
“Why, I don’t know,” replied Frances; “though I certainly love Edmund
next to you and grandmamma, yet I have no particular wish to be married
to him; for I can love him just as well, you know, when he is married to
Lady Susan. But you, Julia, who were always so enthusiastic, would you
like now to sacrifice so much for him?”
“I could do any thing for those I love!” said Julia, in a scarcely
audible whisper, and blushing, though none could see her.
“Oh, that is, you mean, if it were absolutely necessary to their
happiness!” rejoined her sister. “I should not like, either, to make poor
Edmund unhappy! But then, you know, it is not necessary to his happiness;
for he wishes himself to be married to Lady Susan.”
“But are you sure of that, Frances?” asked Julia, as recollections
crowded in upon her mind, “are you sure of that? for I am certain it
is impossible for him to love Lady Susan, or any one, as much as—as he
loves—that is, seems to love—those he has always loved.”
“I know,” said Frances, “that there cannot be a more amiable or
affectionate disposition in the world than Edmund’s; yet, still he never
showed me any such excessive sort of love, that he could not love another
person as well, or better, I suppose, if he were going to be married to
them! But, to be sure, you were always his favourite. I remember when we
were children I used to be vexed at it sometimes, but since we have been
grown up, I don’t mind people loving you best, because I know you deserve
it.”
Julia wept on her sister’s breast, and persuaded herself that her
tears were those of gratitude and tenderness, caused by Frances’ kind
expressions. In a little time she said, “But how are you sure, Frances,
that Edmund wishes to be married to Lady Susan?”
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