First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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First Love: A Novel. Vol. 2 of 3
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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As soon as reason had abdicated her seat, fancy ascended the throne.
Confusion succeeded, and the busy turmoil of weary imaginings, and
painful contrarieties, robbed sleep of her healing balm. Wanderings alone
on starless nights—Dreary wildernesses in the blaze of noon, without one
living object to be seen—Crowded ball-rooms—Edmund leading Lady Susan
past to join the dance, with a countenance so changed, so cold; and all
interspersed with short glimpses of Lodore and happy childhood: till, at
length, by the time she ought to have been awaking in the morning, her
dream (_not_ from “foregone conclusions,” but from outward causes,) took
the following form. She thought she saw Edmund and Lady Susan coming
towards her in one of the shrubbery walks at Arandale. She tried to avoid
them, but could scarcely move an inch at a time. They overtook her.
Edmund, she thought, to her utter astonishment, put one arm round her,
and drew her towards him; while the other, she now perceived, was around
Lady Susan. Amazed at this audacious freedom, and especially indignant at
such partnership in love, she struggled to free herself, and, with almost
a bound, awoke. Arms really were around her, laughing eyes were close to
her’s, and a soft voice named her. But it was that of Frances, who had,
all this time, been trying every means, but hitherto in vain, to awake
her sister; so heavy was the late sleep induced by the anxious thoughts
of the night, and the busy dreams of the morning. Indeed it was not quite
two hours since Julia had first closed her eyes.
“Bless me,” cried Alice, as she entered the room, “can that be the
bagpipes for breakfast, and it has only just gone ten! Well, I thought
my Lady Arandale would have taken a sleep this morning, after being up a
matter of half the night.”
“Were we so much later than usual then?” asked Frances.
“Much as common, my Lady,” replied Alice; “but when the men went in to
take the supper things away, my Lady and my Lord, both, were so busy
with Mr. Edmund, Captain Montgomery, I should say, that they were sent
away again, and not rung for, for two hours. I wish all may be true that
was said in the hall,” she recommenced, after having assisted her young
ladies to dress for some time in silence; “for Mr. Edmund is one that
every body loves; and I, for one, should rejoice in his good luck—and
think it nothing so strange, neither; though the old butler put himself
in such a passion, and said that Lady Susan was a wife for the first duke
in the land—and—”
“I have told you before, Alice,” said Julia, making an effort to conceal
her real feelings under the mask of pettishness, “that you are not to
repeat the conversations of the hall-table in our room.”
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