It is a curious thing how tenacious of life one's conscience is. My
master looked at me so kindly, that I felt a perfect brute for having
so mercilessly deceived him, and I vow that for one fateful moment I
was on the point of voicing my compunction.
"You are t--too kind, sir," I began. "I--I'm afraid I----"
But he cut me short with a frown. "That will do, my man," he
interrupted in harsh tones. "I am busy, and I wish to be alone."
Had he remained silent, or allowed me to proceed, it is just possible
that these memories might never have had occasion to be written. As it
was, I hastily backed out of the room, and my conscience yielded up its
final spark in the passage.
Anxious to verify my suspicion, I proceeded to my bed-room. It
appeared, at first glance, exactly as I had left it, but I am not a
casual observer. The door of my wardrobe stood slightly ajar. I had
latched it. My ready made evening suit was still lying neatly folded in
its drawer, but the waistcoat occupied a different position from that
to which I had formerly assigned it. Finally the napped edge of my
counterpane was tucked beneath the bed-tick. I had left it hanging, so
as to curtain the iron rail. I noted these trifling discrepancies with
all the pride of an explorer who has discovered a new territory. There
is no experience more gratifying to one's vanity than to have
successfully penetrated and prevised another man's intention. I began
to believe myself a prodigiously clever fellow, and even yet I dare to
boast with reason. I have no deep learning, indeed, my knowledge of the
sciences might be scratched with a pin, but I have nevertheless not
permitted the talents God has given me to rust, and there is one book
with whose contents I am fairly well acquainted, the book of life.
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