"My friend," she said, and she extended me her hand. "I thank you for
your company, but, alas! the hours speed, and I have much to do. Good
night!"
I tried to reply, but I could not. She permitted me to kiss her hand,
however, and even smiled again. I left the room in a delirium of
happiness, poor fool, and not one of my enraptured dreams that night
disclosed to me the precipice upon whose brink I stood.
The days that followed were over full of strange, untried experiences
for me to properly describe them. Marion was by my side whenever chance
allowed. But every hour she showed to me a different mood, a varied and
elusive distortion of her inmost self; so that I came to wonder more
and more whether I knew truly aught of her except that she was
beautiful in all her moods, and that I loved her irretrievably. One
moment she was sad and steeped in cold unbending gloom. The next she
was a gay companion, chattering of this and that as lightly and as
brightly as a bird on sunlit bough. Again she was both grave and
friendly at a time, and we conversed together of men, and books, and
serious philosophies like two grey-haired, sober-minded savants.
Sometimes, yet more infrequently, she forced upon me quarrels in
caprice, to give her opportunity to scorch me with her scorn. And yet,
again, more rarely still, she led me on with shy, alluring glances, or
even bolder looks, provocative of passion, to woo her as I could;
whereon, her will too readily achieved, she swiftly changed from
melting fire to ice, and I was left in agonized confusion, swung like
Mahommed's coffin between despair and hope.
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