Betrothal -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
For Mother had only gone away to get better! She was ill, because she
had begun to wear little white shawls, although it was summer-time, and
sat still so much, and did not pour away Nurse’s medicines any more. So
Laura saved her sugar at tea-time for her mother, to take the taste
away. There was a day when Mother cried. Laura had never known till then
that mothers could cry. She held her head and tried to be grown-up and
comforting, but she was secretly terrified, yet a little important too,
because Mother would not let any one be called, but lay quiet against
Laura’s shoulder, just as Laura had so often lain against hers. The next
day, or week, or months, she could never remember how long it was, her
lazy mother had breakfast in bed, and she was to be sent away to stay
with Gran’papa Valentine. The twins were to be left behind. “Too young
to understand,” said Nurse significantly to the parlour-maid. Understand
what? She coaxed, implored, stormed, for an explanation. Why shouldn’t
she stay, if the twins did? She had not been naughty—she had been good,
good! Mother wanted her. Mother couldn’t want the twins without her.
Mother always wanted her. And she wanted her mother—she wanted her
mother——
She fought like a little wild cat while they dressed her, in a fit of
passionate anger that shook her small body as wind shakes a bush, and
that only her mother had ever been able to control. There was a wildness
about it that startled even the stolid nurse, who could not guess at the
foreboding, the desperation that underlay the paroxysm, and was, of
course, as incomprehensible to the child herself as his own despair to
the dog who watches you pack your trunk.
It was the friendly parlour-maid who came to the rescue with her
cheerful——
“Now, Miss Laura, you won’t be let say good-bye to your ma if you can’t
be good!”
That quieted her, banished the unreasoning fear that had been upon her
of the hateful strength of her nurse’s arms, that at any peremptory
moment might seize and bear her, struggling, helpless, into the
wilderness where Mother was not. She would not, could not, go without a
word from her mother, or a promise or a kiss.... But if she might say
good-bye—why, the world had righted itself again!... Mother would make
all clear.... Mother would make all right.... Could she go to Mother
now? this directly minute?
She submitted herself to the maid (she would not go near the nurse) and
was re-arranged and smoothed and tidied, and left at last at the bedroom
door, with a final injunction to be a good girl, and very quiet, and not
stay long.
She shook off the maid’s hand, and, awed a little in spite of herself,
slipped into the room.
She was so small that the foot of the big bedstead blocked her vision
like a wall, and for a blank moment she thought the room empty. Then the
clothes rustled faintly, and emboldened she peeped round the post.
There, sure enough, lay her mother, her beautiful long plaits
disordered, an arm flung out weakly.
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